Conversation that made me CRY so badly.

[1:40:00 AM] Jin-Ni Gan: apparently the resume is like filling up the form online kind of thing..
[1:40:04 AM] Jin-Ni Gan: =/
[1:40:17 AM] Jin-Ni Gan: i think i'll most likely go for local internship first
[1:40:27 AM] Jin-Ni Gan: then apply for exchange programme in my 2nd semester
[1:40:48 AM] Jin-Ni Gan: after contemplating about it
[1:40:51 AM] wahkwang: Mum was asking why Montreal
[1:41:13 AM] Jin-Ni Gan: because i saw the e-mail and i thought it would be an interesting experience
[1:41:13 AM] wahkwang: Yah, that's a better choice
[1:41:39 AM] Jin-Ni Gan: i am going through the list of interviewing companies
[1:41:47 AM] Jin-Ni Gan: i can only choose one
[1:41:51 AM] wahkwang: Guess mum wants to keep you around
[1:41:57 AM] Jin-Ni Gan: lol
[1:42:09 AM] Jin-Ni Gan: she'll never be able to let me go then
[1:42:23 AM] wahkwang: She is very proud of you,
[1:42:53 AM] wahkwang: Said that you have also make her having respected too
[1:43:10 AM] wahkwang: .... by others
[1:43:50 AM] Jin-Ni Gan: haha, really?
[1:44:14 AM] wahkwang: It's ok, if you want to go for further study after NTU
[1:44:26 AM] wahkwang: Yes, she dies
[1:44:34 AM] wahkwang: Does
[1:45:01 AM] Jin-Ni Gan: lol, your typo eror gave me a shock
[1:45:35 AM] wahkwang: Well the i and o is just beside
[1:46:42 AM] wahkwang: She said you have make us proud for being good in your study
[1:46:55 AM] Jin-Ni Gan: i am glad
[1:47:04 AM] Jin-Ni Gan: but I dont think I did good enough
[1:48:02 AM] wahkwang: It's ok, we know you can do better just that sometimes you loss focus
[1:48:28 AM] wahkwang: You likes to enjoy too much...
[1:49:10 AM] wahkwang: Likes spending too much time on extra curriculum
[1:49:50 AM] wahkwang: If u focus on your study you'll definitely do much better..
[1:50:56 AM] wahkwang: Actually mum was the one who has put a lot of effort on you, and you are her product.
[1:51:41 AM] wahkwang: You are like her, see the way you know how to bargain
[1:52:20 AM] wahkwang: and handle ppl
[1:53:05 AM] wahkwang: Ok, I am going to sleep now, tomorrow I've a morning flight to catch.
[1:53:23 AM] Jin-Ni Gan: okay, good night dad. sleep well.
[1:53:30 AM] wahkwang: Good nite and take care, sleep early
[1:53:44 AM] Jin-Ni Gan: thanks. you have no idea what you said means how much to me. hugs.
[1:53:50 AM] wahkwang: Love dad


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Suddenly I realised, I haven't been crying for a while. When was the last time I cried? I don't remember..