Honestly, I think if you were put to go through what I went through, you'd have totally crush.
So stop saying things about it.

THANKS YA.

Relationship? Huh, what's that?

Honestly, I am way pass that stage of "I-feel-so-painful-without-you".

Passed the stage of "Back-to-strangers", all those squinching heartaches.

But still trying to get rid of the awkward stage of "We-are-not-lovers-BUT-YET-we-are-more-than-just-friends-and-it-will-be-so-forever" completely.

I do not wonder why or what happened anymore, so there's no regrets in this so to speak.
In fact, I learn to appreciate that as part of the most beautiful memories I had in my life.
I had one of the most loving man as my bf at that point of time. So very blissful.

Memories that makes me smile and I do miss those moments.

But zooming back from past to current, I guess there's a tinge of we-all-move-on even though there's a lot of coming-back-to-each-other because of the beautiful memories we shared.
And so we are special to each other in that sense.

We had too much of wrong timing which is rather repenting but I guess that's what it's meant to be, for us to let go!

This whole 8-year-journey is 10% of the time of my freaking life! (assuming I live till 80 years old)

And truthfully, this 2nd octant of my life remains impactful thus far (for us both, I'm sure).

For one to move from the ideology of "I believe in the right one" to "I believe in not-the-right-one" (i.e. fine with anyone as long as they dont seem unfit) or maybe even worse, "I believe in neither",

doesn't that make you wonder?

These days, I try to zoom back from past to current instead of looking back from current to past.
No doubt my heart still sway from left to right a lil when I see/hear/think of you but it now sways in millimeters instead of kilometers like how it used to be.

Hmmm.. 3rd module for specialization.. What should I take!

MP4E01 Industrial Design
[Pre-requisites: Nil; Academic Units: 3]
Content: Art and Industry. Basic Industrial Design. Design elements and principles. Colour. Industrial, product and packaging graphics. Design Communications. Human Values in Design. Packaging Design

MP4E02 Human Factors in Design
[Pre-requisite: Nil; Academic Unit: 3]
Content: Introduction to human factors. Physical ergonomics. Cognitive ergonomics. Human-computer interaction. Human factors of product design. Socio-technical aspects of human factors in design.

MP4E03 Strategic Management of Product Development
[Pre-requisite: Nil; Academic Unit: 3]
Content: The course covers topics on critical product development considerations and competition strategies, the role of prototyping in product design and manufacturing, the organization and management of cross functional product development teams, the capture and modeling of customer needs, risk assessment and management, the role of R&D, and the strategies for achieving fast cycle competition and time to market. The teaching approach of a graduate management course will be used, with equal emphasis on lectures and case analysis and presentation by students.

MP4E04 Mechanism Design
[Pre-requisite: MP2002; Academic Unit: 3]
Content: Introduction to mechanism synthesis. graphical and analytical methods. Advanced planar mechanism synthesis. Spatial mechanism fundamentals. Screw theory. Kinematic analysis of spatial mechanisms.

MP4E05 Materials Selection and Design
[Pre-requisite: Nil; Academic Unit: 3]
Content: Review of basic engineering materials properties. Materials selection in  design. Process selection in design.

MP4E06 Visualisation and Virtual Reality in Product Design
[Pre-requisite: Nil; Academic Unit: 3]
Content: Computer Graphics. Volume Visualization. VR Fundamentals. VR Interaction. VR Modeling, Algorithm and Software. VR Hardware Devices. VR Integration and VR Systems.

MP4F02 Manufacturing Systems and Automation
[Pre-requisite: Nil; Academic Unit: 3]
Content: Manufacturing systems. Rapid prototyping & applications. Computer-aided  manufacturing. Industrial robots. Automatic assembly.

Cutting all ties

Cut ties #1 - 25th March 2012
Cut ties #2 - Don't know when did it start or did it even start?
All I know is that I don't think about it all the time but if I do happen to think of it,
I try my best not to look back.

But I suddenly thought about it and so I'm here writing a post...to REMIND MYSELF NOT TO THINK ABOUT IT AND NOT TO GET DISTRACTED!

(I'm not even looking back.. But it's just this sudden feeling haunting me now.. OK SHOO SHOO!)