Day and Night.

omg, i think i've split personality.
i think differently during the day and the night.

LOL.

perhaps it's just gemini yea?

Dreams.

If you have a dream or sth that you really want to do,
if it is a question between what you want to do and what you should do,
GO FOR WHAT YOU WANT TO DO.

Unless you are very sure that if you have gone for the 'what-you-should-do' and,
you wont look back and wonder, what would have happened if i tried the other path?

because if you go for what you want or what you dream for,
shall it fail, at least you know you've tried and it didnt work out for you.
Fear not about the consequences because you will always come up with back up plans.

And there are never time wasted if you go chasing for dreams.
because the success/bliss of doing what you love is worth for every time spent.
Even if you dont end up that way, for every moment spent, you earn a lesson.

Hence, go for it.

In a philosophising mood.

Haha, so I was supposed to study for my accounting paper which is on Wednesday.
But I was holding the lecture notes but filled with so many thoughts which none of them has got anything to do with accounting!

I had so much thoughts I started penning them down all over my accounting lecture notes. lol.
Then I couldn't take it anymore, had to express my flow of thoughts. Hence Im here! Haha, if only I've a lot of time. I would take pictures and upload them to my blog posts. To help you visualize :p. (and also cos my blog posts tend to be very wordy.)

Sometimes I wish I am like a full time blogger and a part time student or sth.
And especially at times when you feel suffocated by things you have to do, you would start wondering why am I doing this. Why am I not doing things I like or have passion for.

Some of you may question me on the choice of taking up mechanical engineering.
It's not that it's sth I totally hate. I still like some of things I study. It's just that, when it comes to passion, I think there are sth else that I would get so engrossed and indulging doing it despite the sacrifice it takes.
I guess, it takes the route of doing 'what-you-dont-like' to actually find out the 'what-you-like'?
Im sure most of you had the same experience. Finding out what you hate, hence knowing what you love.
The opposites come in a package. Dont you think?

As I grow up learning and changing, I realized the different kind of mentality I had at different stages.
I used to be the wonder kid who wants to do everything (in my opinion) marvelous and contributive.
I've always thought people in this world are so blinded by $$$ and so to speak, 'the reality', or sometimes labeled as 'the cruelty in order to survive'.
People mis-looked the beauty of the world.

and that was me labelled as 'the gullible'.

Then slowly I grow up, getting into college, coming to university, the exposure and all...
I figured, hey, I'm actually slowly shifting my mindset because 'the gullible' me back then wouldnt think this way.
I mean, not that I have changed completely.
But I realized people shape themselves accordingly to fit.
So I now have an answer to 'the-gullible-me' for why are people behaving this way.

Because it is easier to shape an individual for survival or to fit in
than to shape the whole community for a paradigm shift.

Human beings are very lazy creature. Haha. And we are an art of complexity out of simplicity.
Too complex? Precisely what we are.
We have the most complex function to solve the simplest problem.
We seek simplicity out of the complexity we've created.

Now, arent we interesting?
Haha!

Exams Prayer!

dear god,

i pray that i do not make any careless mistakes in my exam later and pray for a clear mind to be able to answer all questions correctly.

dear gong gong and tai ma,

do bless me ya ^^

love ya all always! hugs (feeling it).

manly woman.

Hmmm. Strange.
But all of a sudden, i feel like, i can totally live without bgr (i.e. boy/girl relationship).
It feels like the last thing i wana do, at least at this point of time in life.

There are so many other things I want to do. Before I get myself into tonne loads of commitments.
Many simple things.

One of it would be to get a really nice camera, a journal and a blog. Just me and my travel buddies, traveling around the world.
Like I said, I want to earn my first million dollar by 25 and go around the world.
Sounds a lil too good to be true. But at least, that's my aim for now.

and for now, I am going to grab my books to old can A to study.
Just me and my books and efficient next 2 hours. Toodoos! =)

Beautifully Imperfect

"In the end, it's these little small things that you remember.

The little imperfections that makes them perfect for you."

The advertisement "Beautifully Imperfect" was directed by our fellow Malaysian, Yasmin Ahmad whom I think is both inspirational and aspirational.
I know of her death but did not really pay much attention to it, not until I realized the amazing work she does and how sudden her death was.

I hope someone would continue her mission to inspire more people in the world.

7 days to final

Progress:

Math 4            - ******************=====   70%
M.O.M.            - *****================   25%
Fluid Mechanics   - ****=================   20%
Kinematics         - ****=================   20%
Accounting         - *====================  5% (ahhhh! lol)

good night...

miss you ♥
:)