Friday, November 25, 2011

It's like digging my own grave..

Gosh..

But.. I dont know why! Feelings and rationality fighting. GosH. S-A-V-E-M-E-.

Monday, November 21, 2011

Bittersweet.

Haha, it's that so-much-to-say-but-forgot-or-dont-know-what-to-say-anymore thing again.

Ummm, i mean it sure doesnt hurt that much anymore.
It's more like a it's-a-pity.. what have happened..
就是那种回想起以前的所有,and wonder to yourself, what went wrong? 然后觉得好可惜。
应该是那么说吧?

haha, it's so funny how when i tell my college friends or people who know, "Yeah, i thought it's really time to move on." They'd be like, "What! You mean you haven't move on!?"

Nope, I'm not a loyal freak. But it's so hard when u met a guy so great.
It's just different and not a relationship which can be judged with the common view or based on personal views.
(Nevertheless, it's different now.. You know how you'll still have this attachment but feelings are no longer like how it used to be anymore?)

Strange isn't it? You took 4 years to go after a girl and then you got it for 8-12 mths and then you (or I?) take another like 3 years to move on.

Wow, you've wasted too much time and feelings and trusts on me, young man.
So sorry for what I've done to you. But I've had my share of heartbreaks as well.

Then again, it's just a chapter of life. We wouldn't know what's next for life but I definitely wish nothing but the best for you. I really do.

You are no boyfriend material. You are a husband material. I hope to find someone like you again.




"You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised in summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days"

"Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?"

-Someone like you, Adele

We'll hang out when we meet again, old friend.
Don't give up in love and relationships because of me.
I hope you find that new girl that will not break your heart like I do.
And maybe, charm you  more than i do. We'll see. Haha :')

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Sighs.

him or HIM? 烦啊烦啊烦!

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Fuck all that. Just freaking be that me again. Stand alone.

Facebook status #1:

A part of me tried to convince myself, but the other part of me is not convinced at all.
Facebook status #2:
Charlie Kenton: Alright, you don't wanna talk, fine! I'll talk. What do you want me to say? I'm sorry? No, you knew. You knew from day one what this was. You decided to take the ride. I mean, what? You actually thought me, you and the little robot from the junk heap were gonna ride off into the sunset? Come on! No, you...you forgot who I was. You deserve better...than me. Will you say something, please?
[Max ignores him, gets his back and jumps off the truck]
 
Charlie Kenton: I tried, okay? I mean, what do you want from me?
[Max in tears, turns to Charlie]
Max Kenton: I want you to fight for me! That's all I ever wanted!
[he turns and leaves]

-Real Steel
 yeah, 1st is for ya and the other is for YA. Ganjinni, dont bother thinking. Go back to that independent u. You dont need them.

Sunday, November 6, 2011

It is that heart pumping again.

30 Oct 2011
Movie

31 Oct 2011
Awkward

5 Nov 2011
Warmth :)

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Ok, initially i talk to him because I wana forget about HIM.
But now im talking to HIM to not let him haunt my thoughts.
OMG.

what's going onnn?