Sunday, May 31, 2009

LEARN the art of simplification

"Things won't make it easy for you,
you have to make things easy. " - Jin Ni the philosopher =P


Gosh gosh gosh! Further maths 1, Further maths 2, Physics 4 and Chemistry 4!!!!

I am of 110% sure that I will wish for more hours in a day when Tuesday comes!
LoL.
It's a "stress-day tuesday" because we gotta juggle between chemistry and physics... I seriously don't want to imagine how am i suppose to divide my time for both. God gracious, please help me, kiat and choon seng with it...

Alright, I shall flip through a lil bit of physics application and last chapter of further maths before I sleep. Gotta wake up early tomorrow! Argh! Make sure I wake up! ayte ayte!
BIG HUGS!

Thursday, May 28, 2009

david choi :)

That Girl

Oh tonight I'm feeling fine

I'm alone just wasting time

no Friday movie nights or romantic candlelight

I'm just having conversations

with the thoughts in my head

all I hear are angels crying

oh won't they just sing instead

It would be wrong for me to say

I don't need that girl by my side

I don't need that girl in my life

I don't want to talk it out

or hold her when she cries

I don't want to say she's my kind

I don't want to say that she's mine

I don't want to tell her

that I love her more than life

more than life, love her more than life

Honestly, this won't do

how is she doing?

I tell myself I'm feeling swell

but I know I'm such a fool

I'll just take it as a new beginning

but you know I don't feel that way

who will take all this pain away?

I know it's wrong for me to say

Chorus

Talk about a sin

was the day I walked into the other side

I would run back in

I wouldn't waste no time

I know it's wrong for me to say

Chorus

-S-T-A-Y-F-O-C-U-S-

haha, how things could change with time.
Finding more and more primary school friends in my facebook friends list is slowly making me recall those memories.

Hmmm... How certain people change so drastically, how certain people remain unchanged.

Time does wonders too. Haha.

Well, i was talking to him. Though nth much in the convo but the strong sense of missing him is still there. Haha.

So, will time help me get over him or no matter how long the time has passed, the feelings will remain unchange as well?

sigh. Can't wait for A-levels to finish fast! Then i can slowly ponder upon all the things.
But for now, JINNI! FOCUS!!! STUDY! PLEASE.... just these few days... work harder! U dont want to regret! -S-T-A-Y-F-O-C-U-S-

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

hah... 4am in the morning!

A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're fast asleep
In dreams you lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for, you keep
Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbow will come smiling thru
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
the dream that you wish will come true

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

omgosh, i just realised i have only a few days left... and i havent even touch physics application, AT ALL!
further pure maths, further mechanics, further statistics, physics and chemistry,
pure maths...

Sh*t!! Not enough time ady! :(

and im still freaking slacking!

feel kinda scared ady la...

Haihz, hopefully i'll study tonight... Since there's no class tomorrow... Night is the best time to study...sometimes. Lol.

Well, it's the time where u feel most lonely too!! =/
How nice it'd be if i can study out at night :p

I wish i can study at starbucks again tomorrow! But no money ler... :(
I enjoy studying at starbucks, but it's goina cost a bomb if i am to study there everyday. If only i dont hafta pay for it. =P

Yeah, i know, dream on!

and choon keat has delusions of grandeur! He admits he is lanC anyways =P


"Though things are changing, doesn't mean it never happened.
But what passed is in the past, let us move forward with courage and strength, not forgetting the history which made us who we are today." - Jinni

These Streets by Paolo Nutini

Cross the border,
Into the big bad world
where it takes you 'bout an hour
just to cross the road
just to stumble across another poor old soul from
The dreary old lanes to the high-street madness
Eye fight with my brain to believe my eyes
and it's harder than you think
to believe this sadness
that creeps up my spine
and haunts me through the night
and life is good and the girls are gorgeuos
suddenly the air smells much greener now
and I'm wondering 'round
with a half pack of cigarettes
searching for the change that I've lost somehow

These streets have too many names for me
I'm used to Glenfield road
and spending my time down in quay
I'll get used to this eventually
I know, I know

where'd the days go?
When all we did was play
And the stress that we were under wasn't stress at all
just a run and a jump into a harmless fall
from walking by a high-rise to a landmark square
you see millions of people with millions of cares
And I struggle to the train to make my way home
I look at the people as they sit there alone
Life is good, and the sun is shining
Everybody flirts to their ideal place
And the children all smile as a boat shuffled by them
Trying to pretend that they've got som space
These streets have too many names for me
I'm used to Glenfield road and spending my time down in quay
I'll get used to this eventually
I know, I know
These streets have too many names for me
I'm used to Glenfield road and spending my time down in quay
I'll get used to this eventually
I know, I know
Life is good, and the girls are gorgeous
suddenly the air smells much greener now
and I'm wondering 'round with a half pack of cigarettes
searching for the change that I've lost somehow
These streets have too many names for me
I'm used to Glenfield road and spending my time down in quay
I'll get used to this eventually
I know, I know
These streets have too many names for me
I'm used to Glenfield road
and spending my time down in our quay
I'll get used to this eventually
I know, I know

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Jinni just found out that the heaven wasn't too far away from her. =)

HAHA. STAYED OVER AT FIQ'S PLACE last wednesday. See! all the pics got dai lou become background! =D
wakakaka. That time was 3+am already! damn tired k...



Tired..

i miss BJA 6266.. and you.

having headache. wished u're here to massage me.

haha.

GUESS WHAT!? I answered Mr. George's question! Woohoo! Probably the most pleasant chemistry class i'd ever attended :P eventhough it seemed like a small matter, but it means a lot to me :p

Monday, May 11, 2009

The climb.

I love my room. SO MUCH! Ahhh... Nothing beats my bedroom’s comfort. :)
Songs from my laptop filled the atmosphere and drenched into my heart as I sang them while studying chemistry. Those feelings... You know... I’ll definitely miss my room if I am to leave overseas for tertiary studies. :(

And gosh, how each song reminds you of something... Those innocent and naive days, happy days, sad days, “school-uniform” days, childhood, teen hood, growing up phase, graduations, first love, heartbreaks... Thoughts were running wild and conquered all the chemistry analogies in my mind. Lol.
Then there were these songs:




They got me thinking down the next few years, how things would change drastically or will they be a total opposite of what I thought?

“ 29th February 2012 (Wednesday)
4 years have passed and today’s the day... A promise between four of us on that very special day for us...
*... ...To be continued ... ... * ”

Haha. Yeah, I pictured me writing a diary on that day! Lol. I wonder how all four of us will be doing by then. Maybe, all of us moved on? Maybe yes, maybe not. Will we still make time to meet each other then? We might be miles apart by then, depending on which university I’m going. Will we be drifted apart due to the distance? I hope not. Well, at least I don’t think that should happen between Tasha and me.
And Tara... Will she be out and about, becoming a professional psychologist by then?

And all my other friends...? Belle belle becoming a successful journalist, kor owning an international fashion design label, kiat and choon seng earning a lot of money as engineers and becoming papa! Haha! Kc and shin hui becoming good mommy and pharmacist, yc becoming funniest and weirdest doctor on Earth, hui shan becoming psychologist and Sam becoming the hamsap doctor! LOL.
Not forgetting my high school and primary school sweethearts...

Ah... So much wonders... Sometimes, it really gives me creeps to think how time would just pass in a blink of an eye. How things and human come and go. Scary heh? And guess what?! I’m turning 19 in another 11 days! Scares me even more! Haha.

Really wish I could do something to stop time from slipping off my fingertips.
But, oh wells, it’s just life. We’re all at the age of wonders and oomph, all ambitious and ready to pick up the gauntlet! Urh... Okay, not-so-ready (well, at least not in my case :p), but it’s something we will all eventually face right?
SO, TOUGHENED UP YOUR FACE and go “URGH!!” (Squeeze your forehead, show your fierce teeth) and say, “WANA FIGHT?” to all the trials and tribulations and challenges to come.
“Ting! Ting! Ting!” “And the winner is... Jinni!!” Woohoo! One’s down! Who’s next?!
And give the “hmph!” LOOK.
AHAHAHAHAHA. Ok, ok, I’m hallucinating already!
Last but not least, before I continue hallucinating, I’d like to dedicate another 2 songs to everyone. :)





往著胸口拍一拍, 勇敢站起來!
別想不開, 不用心情太壞...
管它上山下海, 老天自有安排 =D

Time for lunch!!!! :)