Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Is it...

because when you can't get something, the more you want it and when something comes too easily, it becomes nothing to you?

Hurh. Gosh... Am I lying to myself?

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

To-do-list for 2011 and 2012

1. Compose and produce a song.
2. Write a story
3. Master at least one FULL song on the guitar.

That's what I want to do to end my 2011. *cross fingers* haha.

And for my year of 2012, I  have one and only one New Year Resolution:

1. FOCUS.
2-1 = 1. FOCUS.
3-2 = 1. FOCUS.

and it goes on and on. Haha!

Yes, to focus on only one new year resolution, that is to FOCUS.

For once, I'm not so greedy! And probably will be able to remember this new year resolution till the next new years eve (hopefully there's still new year evesssss to come, since everybody's talking about how 2012 is the end of the world, ya know.)

Unlike in the past, I've LONG LOONG never-ending list of new year resolutions which i'll forget in a month and by the end of the year remembered I made a long list that I don't remember about. HAHA bullseye for YOU too, RIGHT?

Hmmm, what's your ONE new year resolution? The one that you wana nail so badly?

If that was a truth, it's a lie.

Nope, I lied. It was just toughening up the face and all.
Haha.

The only reason I pulled through it was, "Why make it bad when I can make it good?"
Haha.

It's funny. How you improve in handling this. Doesnt mean you dont feel that sucky feeling anymore.
It's just, you have to deal with it, better each time. Otherwise, you're urh...fucked. Lols.

But anyways, I think zk might be right and I might do just that?
We'll see.

Go live your dreams people! I'll be right here, living my dreams too!
10 years from now (let's hope it's shorter than 10 years), we'll be there meeting each other. Yeah, THERE, where dreams come true, I mean it, real.

:) Go.

Monday, December 12, 2011

WHO CARES?

WTH, IM 21 AND YOUNG. F**K IT.

LETS GO HAVE FUN.

You?

I know what I want in my life, what about you?

I'm not sure if it's going to turn out the way I want things to be,
but I will do my part for things to happen.
How about you?

I am confident that there are abundance of goodness in the future.
Do you have the confidence in me?