i feel so. horrible.
i just wish someone can pull me out of this mess.

Jinni Gan, you must tell yourself that you are fine!
because sometimes emo-ness is self-inflicted!

you are fine. you are fine. you are fine.
don't torture yourself for no reasons :p

instead of making me happier, you make me feel sadder..
am i harping on sth which no longer exist?
why is this so difficult..

CAs CAs CAs

continual assessments!
ie, tests!
one tmr!
a lot more to go!

lots more to study for tmr.. BUT im like so chillax..
Im not even panicking! HOW =O !
lol. k la, study study. woot woots :)

Sometimes you're like a dream.
At one point indulging and the next moment, I wake up asking myself,

did it really happen?
 
-JinNi Gan

为什么，为什么这个世界，大家都是人类，可是遭遇却是天渊之别的呢？

为什么一个做父亲的，会这样对待他的儿子？
难道他没想过，儿子不赚钱，他也不会有饭吃吗？！

难道他真的没脑子吗？

为什么你总是需要面对这些问题。。。
难道，就不能像其他人一样。。 =(

XP

so over you!

不知为何，
   偶尔还是会抱着一些期望。。。
没有对错，
   只是不知道应该还是不应该。。。

lend me a shoulder. (not for crying though =P)

It's one of the song I've been listening to lately.
It's actually my current blog song if you hadnt realise.

I think this song is awesome. It's super apt especially when I'm so tired.
I just wish there's a shoulder to lean on sometimes.
But I'll usually be fine in just a bit. So yeap, enjoy the song =)


Oh no, where did all the years go

And was it really worth all of this

Heartache that was handed to me

Holding on just don't make sense

But the hardest part of letting go

Is tryin' to find a way

To let you know



So we'll just cry, cry

On each other's shoulders

Cry until it's over

Can't it just be over

And we'll just cry, cry

Cry until it's all gone

Been holding on for too long

Time for us to move on

I'm tired of tryin' to find a reason why

So let's just cry



I've been thinking 'bout my life and

How much time I've wasted

I'm ready to put it all behind

Let it all be yesterday

But the hardest part of letting go

Is tryin' to find a way

To let you know



So let's just cry, cry

On each other's shoulders

Cry until it's over

Can't it just be over

And we'll just cry, cry

Cry until it's all gone

Been holding on for too long

Time for us to move on

I'm tired of tryin' to find a reason why

So let's just cry

Let's just cry



So let's just cry, cry

On each other's shoulders

Cry until it's over

Can't it just be over

And we'll just cry, cry

Cry until it's all gone

Been holding on for too long

Time for us to move on

And we'll just cry, cry

On each other's shoulders

Cry until it's over

Can't it just be over

And we'll just cry, cry

Cry until it's all gone

Been holding on for too long

Time for us to move on

I'm tired of tryin' to find a reason why

I'm tired of tryin' to find a reason why

I'm tired of tryin' to find a reason why

So let's just cry.

How are you guys doing!!!

Haha, lately, i feel happy to have time to study!
Ironically! yes!

You'd be surprise how I can study for hours and not deviate to sth else, unlike those days.. really =/
People say dont take up so much of activities, waste so much of ur time;
I say take a few and make yourself learn how to manage your time!

With such hectic schedule, naturally, I was forced to discipline myself.
Cos i know things arent goina work like the old days anymore.

Nevertheless, amidst all the work and a BIT of leisure, I miss some old times. I miss my family and friends.
Like I've always said. And I cant help to mention it over and over again. Haha =)

I would spend several minutes to recall the good old days.
Sometimes, they really make me miss KL and thinking, shucks.. I'll probably go back only end of december...

Well, I miss home but I'm getting used to all these.

I learnt a lot of stuff lately and learned that I have so much more to learn!
I am eager to learn more cos I totally feel like fish out of water in a bunch of freaky old(comparatively, yes) entrepreneurs!

I wana improve myself in so many waysss!

And I really miss you guys...

I would wana keep you guys updated whenever I can..

And I hope you guys would keep me updated too =)

*hugs*