Chinese New Year?..

sigh.. kiat so rajin.. doing homework and im slacking here... tired ler... played lots of piano today..
and im addicted to taylor swift's white horse...

today i was kinda grumpy and all... but how cld i not be?
i hoped someone can just understand how im feeling and me lean on the shoulder and take a nap... K la... i shall take a nap now.. Cuz i really look really horrible now.

me strong =P

Results coming out in another 12 hours time.

Im feeling really lost and lack of motivation to do things. The fatigue and all...

Im trying to hold on... and tell myself everything will be fine.

Just that, I really don't feel like doing anything... other than sleeping most of the time or just enjoy the morning breeze or the nature without having anything in my mind... Relaxation.is.all.I.need.

Have I mentioned how much I wish to hug you tight right now?

sigh.
it's k.
im ok.
i'll be alright.
that's a lie...

Gosh, what should I do to make myself feel better? Ummm, positive jinni. Be positive.
Yeah, no big deal. I shall take a sip of shandy (early in the morning? lol) and start doing my homework! Uush uush. =)

Last time, I didn't understand and asked, why people just can't move on?

Now, I don't understand and asked, how could people just moved on?

Sunshine =)

Sun does shines after every rainfall. =)
If it's not sun, it'd be stars then. =D

For today,
Bad news is, I screwed up my further maths test. Totally.
Good news is, there might not be term test anymore but only trials before the real A-level.

Bad news is, I still don't feel quite good about it.
Good news is, I realised how lazy I am! =P Trying to make it a motivation for me to study harder for whatever comes next. ;-) Jinni good girl heh? =P

Bad news is, I miss him and wana see him badly.
Good news is, I miss him a lot! =P and will see him soon. Ahaks.

Lol.

Every morning I wake up and remember we talked over the phone before we sleep (or when I'm asleep, lol), it's a sweet smile on my face dear. =)

I guess what chyi said is true. It can be really beautiful when it is. Or it can be at the extreme opposite when it isn't. But without it, life is just plain normal mediocre happiness or sadness.
'It' is love. Love for a partner.
wow. I sound like a philosopher.

I managed to finish up the Leo report before 12am! Yes! Still not too late. Good secretary. Right... ahahahaha.

alright, I'm goina get my beauty bath and perhaps study a lil. Oh wow, did I mentioned, study??? A miracle wehhh! Ahaks. Buekkkk. =P

Uush uush. Jia you Jia you! =)