Lately it seems like most things are almost magically with an unknown force compelling towards positive direction, which is great.
Last night as I slept, for some reason, this phrase "Phoenix Rising from Ashes" kept repeating in mind.
Hopefully so.
I'm up late at 3.20am right now so that I can try to do some work. Havent been able to get work done during the day. I'll either have to babysit my niece or do some follow up work on T, like all the logistical arrangements for shipment of scooters or follow up work for winding down.
Then by the time i'm ready to sit down and do work, le hubby would be home and decide to work on the furnitures for a timeline seem somewhat eternal. It has gotten to a point where i start to feel really frustrated BECAUSE i have deadlines to meet and i cant get shit done!!!!!!!!
FKKKKK. It's like my timeline has to revolve and accommodate everyone else's. And I have to stay up late every night till like 3am to compromise with all this. It's not like it's anyone's fault but it's affecting my personal schedule and daily sleep is getting shorter because no matter what time i sleep, i still wake up at 8+am. There always seem like there's still more to do.
I just f*ckin need to vent!!!!!!!! my f*ckin pent up frustration or else i'm a ticking timebomb.
And constipation for consecutive 3 days now, again. FKKKKKK.
OKAY, i shall not let my anger & frustration linger longer than this post. IT ENDS WITH THIS POST.
*BREATHES*
