I can't sleep..
I'm just binge watching The Good Doctor so I  can get myself distracted.. I'm in denial..

Idk how to help myself .. Waiting is painful..
Unable to do anything about the situation is miserable..

I really want a fresh start 😥

Is it aching or just numbed?
I can't tell anymore.

I look forward to a fresh start with new people and environment, with the exception of few that I can continue to work with.

I kinda wanna just get a high salary job and pay off the debts.

But I need to ensure proper closure and transition.. Time is ticking..

And the most painful part, is to be sitting and waiting...
Sense of time starts to warp and distort.
It makes me anxious..