No NO NONONONONONONO. NO!!!!!

I feel like I've been living in the darkness for so long.
I feel like crying out loud.

Is it possible to change one's character?

There are some things about myself that I want to change.

Things like the way I think, what i think of myself, etc etc.
可是，怎么去改变一个人的本性呢？


I tend to think a lot, I'm indecisive and I hate to admit that I'm flawed.

I'm always trying to be that perfect person which makes me lose confidence even more at times.

And I wouldn't admit everything i just said above all the time.

In life, we tend to look back instead of looking forward. Cos the past is sth u've experienced, the pain, the anger, the joy, the tears. So it's carved in your memories. But you do not know what holds for you in the future. So you do not know what to imagine bcos it's so abstract. It's not wrong to look back, but when u are able to look forward, that's the day u set urself free from the prison of past. Finally able to let go completely. :)

• ME

  • hey, i wana let u know that im okay and thanks for letting me know
  • it should have happened long time ago
  • but im glad that we're still friends
• HIM
  

  • I agree. i guess it was just me not being able to let go. Im glad we are still friends too.
• ME
  

  • haha, i guess it's not just u
  • sometimes we just keep lookin back and miss the good old days
• HIM
  

  • yeah.. we definitely had really good times. something we cant seem to find anymore.
• ME
  

  • yea things change
  • nevertheless thanks for the memories
  • at least now decisions are made
• HIM
  

  
  

  • same here. thanks for the memories and the love.
• 
  

  ME

  • we can now look forward instead of looking back
• HIM
  

  • yeah
  • we can
• ME
  

  • :)
    

    
    

    
    

    P.S.  It used to take years and then it reduced to months, then just weeks, became days the longer it gets and finally, for the record, it took me HALF A DAY this time.
    Time heals. It's true. It's not easy. But for those who were hurt or are hurt,
    this is for u.
    Someday, you'll be there. ;)

解脱

Practice了太多次，level of 痛已经一次比一次减少了。
我们的故事，朋友都听到累了。
就此为止吧。

是个解脱。

知足

Some things in life haunt you forever.

Regrets, Scars...

可是 知足 的 人，

往往都会比较快乐。

而怀恨，怀伤，怀痛 的 人，

得到的 总是不够多。

不开心   因为不满足。