Alone at The Stamford Brasserie. Waiting for le fiancé while doing my work.
Sometimes I feel so lonely despite having all these people around me. These nights I sleep as though I was thrown into a bottomless ocean that I'm just struggling, kicking, waddling to stay alive and afloat.
I know that it's the anxieties getting into me despite my constant efforts reminding myself to count my blessings for all my loved ones are around me and that the company is still operating. But it's such bodily reaction that sometimes I couldn't suppress and I just need a hideout place or look for an outlet to vent.
There there, hang in there. I know we will pull through this. 还有什么更难的，我们没有经历过？
Besides, what'e the worst that can happen? Probably just starting all over again right?
我有信心 我们会像以往那样 一关过一关。我们是打不死的蟑螂。
