I enjoyed senior camp. And am happy to get to know more about people that I dont really know and of course to get to know new people as well. Being in Predators, feels comfortable :)

Im slowly getting used to less sleep. I guess, it's in a way, good?
But my whole body still sores from the camp.

I took leave today. Partly cos I'm drained after days of not enough sleep from work and camp.
And I haven't fixed the job given to me! God damn it, anybody good with excel VBA codes?

As long as I don't get it fixed, I won't have a peace of my mind!

This morning, joyce's fridge which has been left outside my room was stolen.
sigh, pek chek. Just when I thought I could finally do my work and get a good rest.

I just feel down la.. And no doubt laziness creeps in, but I've been trying to clear my workload from time to time. Just getting tired. Haha, but it's quite ridiculous to ask for a break when I just got back from a short break lately right?

Superwoman needs a shoulder. Just for a while.

I can deal with this.

Yes I can.

Truth is, I feel the workload piling up and not helped. :( And dealing with my emotional roller-coaster ride.
I guess the more workload chasing you, the more u feel like running away from responsibilities. But I can't do just that right?

I don't like to portray myself being weak but when I feel weak, I do hope someone's there for me.
But I just wouldn't tell anyone about how I'm feeling. Not when I'm having bad times.

Lol, has it ever happened to u? Hoping that people will magically know how u're feeling w/o u telling? N they'd come to u and make sure u feel better? I guess it happens to everyone.. Right?

Am sad

Took my blood test report earlier and got to know that my hyperthyroid relapse. AGAIN.

In my mind I was thinking, oh no.. have to take medicine again? that means gain weight again? aihz. I dont like to be under medication.

To my surprise, doctor looked at the report and said, "You may wana consider surgery?"

There was a 2nd option, radioisotope.

I asked the doctor about the risks.

For surgery, you'll get a scar and cos it's cutting near the throat and there's a nerve which links to voice box or sth. If accidentally cut the nerve, I may lose my voice. But if I get a good surgeon, it shouldnt be a big problem.

For radioisotope, there's a very small risk I'll get cancer since it's radioactive treatment.

Or I guess I can just keep taking medicine and monitor like how I've always done it? Just that it won't heal la..

I thought I've been well in control thus far, in terms of handling emotions and matters. Until I realize I'm actually having my hyperthyroid again, then I can feel the goitre doing its trick.

I guess, mind matters?

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Industrial Attachment a.k.a. Internship!

1st day - Not bad! :)
2nd day - Overwhelming!
3rd day - Ok, things are starting to get serious.
4th day - Sleepy Sleepy Sleepy!
5th day - Starting to get the drift :)