Sunday, February 9, 2020

A hug and a kiss on the forehead, everything else melts away.. 🤗

Special delivery today ❤️

Saturday, February 8, 2020

Fought with hubby this morning and he left to eat breakfast without me.
Was preparing angpow and
Bank account left $200..

I burst out crying - idk because of the fight or because of the bank account balance. Maybe both. Maybe more of latter.

Last night crying like shit watching last few episodes of Girl Boss on Netflix.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm married. Sometimes I wonder if we love each other romantically at all.
Sometimes I don't know why I married.
Sometimes... I just don't know what I'm doing...

Now I'm just sitting under the sun at the playground in front of my grandma's house not wanting to enter alone and get all the questions... Sitting under the hot sun, waiting for my man to enjoy his breakfast and take his stroll over..

Right. What a perfect morning to kickstart the day.

Sunday, February 2, 2020

I look forward to the day I won't wake up feeling anxious...