Overwhelming

My brain! my brain!

overwhelmed with thoughts.

 as if all random words popping out!

emotions

engaging

do this

do that

huh what?

i dont know what i'm thinking about.

No dont do that.

what about that?

why arent there progress

im going nuts!

ahhhhh. just wana finish up this freaking 4000 words report (excluding the executive summary, referencing and appendices. wtf)

and our MiE business.

like seriously! I don't feel we've done enough! It's so frustrating when you feel like your partners aren't doing much!
What's worst is the dateline! like urghhh, wtf seriously. 

and then later there's the EID meeting. which I havent done much.

AHHHH. HATE TO DO THINGS INVOLUNTARILY. YA KNOW WHAT I MEAN!!

I COULD GO TO THE TRACK AND RUN 10 ROUNDS W/O STOPPING RIGHT NOW. GRH.



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it feels like im getting somewhere but i cant find the direction.
need a space to get there. get to the light bulb!

说到做到。

颜靖霓加油！！

这个 semester 等着你来挑战！！

:)

I'll aim for the highest stars and should i fall, i'll fall on the clouds.

Aim:
(i) All A's. Better still, dean's list. (**update** oh wait! i forgot dean's list is a yearly thing! since i screwed up that one subject... dun think it's possible ady la! but it's ok. i'll still aim for the best this sem!)
(ii) Earn and save enough money for summer trip
(iii) Healthy lifestyle.

it's time. to work..

back to unfamiliarly familiar place.

had to know my exam results this morning and come back to this place where i struggled through the exam days.
tsk.

alone and famished. slight grief.

freaking grew mould all over.
needa buy moisture absorbent.

it's time to work.

i could hear your heart shattered through your eyes.

but we know it's nobody's fault.

and i know i had to do it.

you've been great though.

My new mantra:

Chins up, Head high, Look forward, Keep walking!!!

I dont understand what's holding you back.

But you probably dont know I meant my words.

Either way, it's fine. Cos the conclusion is still the same.

My mind's trying to be in control but my heart just wont let me.

But I guess, it should stop there.

No matter how much I wish to see you again..
Is that what Im supposed to do?
Why is it so hard to let go.

if i could, the first thing i wana do when i see you is to slap you.