I hate birthdays. My birthday at least.

As you grow older, birthday just becomes more and more awful.
Panicking that another year has passed is one thing, hoping that your closed ones and loved ones are there to go through that with you is another.
I don't understand. I thought I'm through it during my 21st.
Like no expectations and stuff, zoom forward 5 years, I thought I'd be okay.

But I'm not, I'm really not OK.

I guess my 25th birthday wish didn't come true. It was simply, to spend this day with you guys every year.

No more birthdays in future pls, thank you.

二十六岁生日，感觉有点儿忧伤。可是应该庆幸和感恩才对… 经历了不一样的路，学了很多，跌了再爬，希望有一天能成功。更希望的是，在这坎坷的成功轨道上，有我在乎的人会与我一起度过。成功的滋味儿才会是甜的。