(dont know why the colour of this pic a lil off)dear tasha and tara,
we will stick together through the obstacles.
I love you all.
*tight hugs*
we will stick together through the obstacles.
I love you all.
*tight hugs*
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Monday, March 23, 2009
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Monday, March 16, 2009
I just did a quiz in facebook and I find the results quite true!
" Which type of woman are you? "
Lovely Lady
You are lovely and caring. You help others and spread out a lot of sympathy. Your life aim maybe is to serve the people. But your weakness is that you forget about yourself, your own needs. All your time is hold back for your friends and family. You are always there for people in trouble. Ready for any emergency. You make a lot of sacrifices just to be a good human. But every woman has her needs, her longings and a destiny. Don't loose yourself in work or curing other people's souls. You will have your own problems in your life. Another problem is that you don't say your opinion when it's right and important to say it. People trample onto your soul if you are always so kind and lovely and helpful. They will play on you. Though you should try to relax more and enjoy your life, you should not loose the gift that was given to you to help others . Not everyone is created this way... You are unique and rare!
Sunday, March 15, 2009
just another day
my hp LCD screen pecah! it happened ystrdy morning at the time I least expect it to happen. =/ UuuuaaaAAaaaa! Damn sad. =( It was still alright till just now. The screen's getting worse. Cuz it's the liquid leakage internally. So now, can't read sms or type sms. Other than that, everything's still functioning well.
Im goina start the habbit of writing in my diary again. I started yesterday night since I so wanted to blog but my house internet connection cuts off sharp at 10pm.
yeah, so I might just blog random posts on this blog. More privacy in my diary. =P
Haha.
Yesterday went education fair with choon choon and kiat kiat. Sort of decided to go NTU first, provided they accept me also of course. But I won't give up on my dreams, I'll still apply for universities in US or wherever. Then we'll see how. I don't wana live my life with regrets. =) Uush uush. I'll have to work on my time and stress management. UUSH! haha.
Met michella also. and oH! Choon, kiat and i ate at Manhattan Fish Market. To make the long story short, choon's skyjuice got cockroach taste! Eeeewwww! and only confirmed it was cockroach taste when he drank about say, three-quarter of the cup?? He was damn pissed and questioned the manager. So we got a free lunch. I hope he's ok right now. Haha! He should be in Genting right now while Kiat should be in Kuantan right now. I wonder how's everyone doing.. I miss them.
Sigh. It's like we're all finally getting closer and closer, and soon we all have to go to university and move out of this comfort zone again. Life's like that huh? Oh wells.
Ok, i wish i cld go on talking. UNFORTUNATELY, internet's goina cut off in another 5 mins time! Urgh, i hate this. But, toodoos! i shall see u again tomorrow, maybe?
Im goina start the habbit of writing in my diary again. I started yesterday night since I so wanted to blog but my house internet connection cuts off sharp at 10pm.
yeah, so I might just blog random posts on this blog. More privacy in my diary. =P
Haha.
Yesterday went education fair with choon choon and kiat kiat. Sort of decided to go NTU first, provided they accept me also of course. But I won't give up on my dreams, I'll still apply for universities in US or wherever. Then we'll see how. I don't wana live my life with regrets. =) Uush uush. I'll have to work on my time and stress management. UUSH! haha.
Met michella also. and oH! Choon, kiat and i ate at Manhattan Fish Market. To make the long story short, choon's skyjuice got cockroach taste! Eeeewwww! and only confirmed it was cockroach taste when he drank about say, three-quarter of the cup?? He was damn pissed and questioned the manager. So we got a free lunch. I hope he's ok right now. Haha! He should be in Genting right now while Kiat should be in Kuantan right now. I wonder how's everyone doing.. I miss them.
Sigh. It's like we're all finally getting closer and closer, and soon we all have to go to university and move out of this comfort zone again. Life's like that huh? Oh wells.
Ok, i wish i cld go on talking. UNFORTUNATELY, internet's goina cut off in another 5 mins time! Urgh, i hate this. But, toodoos! i shall see u again tomorrow, maybe?
Learn to love yourself. (14th March 2009, 8.20am)
Only when you know how to love yourself, you are able to love others. Embrace your own flaws and make them your strength. When I say flaws, I meant natural flaws. A good example where everybody can relate to would be physical appearance. Nobody’s born perfectly beautiful. One could rant all he or she can about their physical appearance but a true beauty uses his/her flaws as strength. Everyone’s born with different flaws and each complement one another. In other words, certain physical flaws can be something which makes you unique.
Of course, embracing your flaws does not mean accepting the fact that you are unhealthy and go on eating till obesity. Embracing your flaws by loving yourself means doing anything that benefits yourself in the long run. No, I am not talking about being selfish and do whatever it takes to benefit only you even if it is to harm others. One can only love themselves when they possess a generously kind loving soul. Don’t get me wrong. It’s not about self-sacrificing like burning up yourself to light up other people’s life. It is more like, you can only love and accept others when you know how to love yourself.
If you love yourself, you won’t give up on yourself.
Never look down on yourself despite how people or the environment around you put you down. Because you, yourself will never know what miracles you can do ONE day.
Just a short message from me to you and myself.
Have a lovely day,
Jinni.
Of course, embracing your flaws does not mean accepting the fact that you are unhealthy and go on eating till obesity. Embracing your flaws by loving yourself means doing anything that benefits yourself in the long run. No, I am not talking about being selfish and do whatever it takes to benefit only you even if it is to harm others. One can only love themselves when they possess a generously kind loving soul. Don’t get me wrong. It’s not about self-sacrificing like burning up yourself to light up other people’s life. It is more like, you can only love and accept others when you know how to love yourself.
If you love yourself, you won’t give up on yourself.
Never look down on yourself despite how people or the environment around you put you down. Because you, yourself will never know what miracles you can do ONE day.
Just a short message from me to you and myself.
Have a lovely day,
Jinni.
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Empty promises
He's at the shooting place again... Don't know why, I always feel a lil sad whenever I know that he's at the shooting place... Maybe cos' Im afraid he'll murder someone?? LOL! What nonsense.
(Ahaha. Forgive my lameness~ =P)
Well, at least he called this afternoon. =)
Shld be grateful. Yeah..
Huhu. I might be getting my hair dyed!! Kor's staying over at ma hse from Monday to Thursday. Going out for a "date" with him tomorrow! Muahahahahaha! and he'll most likely dye my hair somewhere in this week. =D so excited. Cos' first time dyeing my hair. But at the same time afraid I wont look natural. Hopefully it's alright. =)
Ok, I havent finish my homework. Guilt starting to kick in. Better sign off and make sure I finish up my work tonight. Hopefully can study chemistry also. Then I can teach kor AS chemistry. It's a good way of studying. =)
Im seriously behind time. By right, Im suppose to finish 6 sets of physics PYPQ and god knows how many sets of other subject's PYPQ. =/
Ok ok, my responsibilities. Shall take actions. Aaaaaa... Always give myself empty promises.
(Ahaha. Forgive my lameness~ =P)
Well, at least he called this afternoon. =)
Shld be grateful. Yeah..
Huhu. I might be getting my hair dyed!! Kor's staying over at ma hse from Monday to Thursday. Going out for a "date" with him tomorrow! Muahahahahaha! and he'll most likely dye my hair somewhere in this week. =D so excited. Cos' first time dyeing my hair. But at the same time afraid I wont look natural. Hopefully it's alright. =)
Ok, I havent finish my homework. Guilt starting to kick in. Better sign off and make sure I finish up my work tonight. Hopefully can study chemistry also. Then I can teach kor AS chemistry. It's a good way of studying. =)
Im seriously behind time. By right, Im suppose to finish 6 sets of physics PYPQ and god knows how many sets of other subject's PYPQ. =/
Ok ok, my responsibilities. Shall take actions. Aaaaaa... Always give myself empty promises.
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Lil updates
It's been freaking long since I last blog!!!
haha. Okay, no more emo emo posts. NO MORE. I want my blog to be meaningful. Not tearful!! ahahahaha. Ok la, maybe i shld have 2 seperate blogs. When im sad, then i go throw my tantrums to that emo emo blog which nobody else shld read it. Then another blog is about colours of life. ;P
Anyway, hmmmmm... How have my life been during this period of time which I've went "missing" in the Internet? Well, quite a number of things happened. From paying summon to car broke down to happy times to sad times to monotonous times to now... hahaha!
Basically, everyone's still alive, some are running, some are walking, some are just hibernating and perhaps some are just struggling to soar. As days gone by, I guess I might have wasted some of my time spacing and lying down on my bed till I fall asleep instead of studying and all. But I can't help it. Not even a single cell in my body feels motivated to do any work. ATP not functioning. =P ahaks.
There were ups and downs and even flat ones (i.e. monotonous) throughout this period of time. (Wait, doesn't this happen all the time? Lol.) To come to think of it, sometimes I might tear or I might just laugh my ass off cuz I have really happy-go-lucky and crazily innocently funny collegemates to put a smile on my face in college everyday (fortunately, I would say. =D)
I miss tasha and tara. Im really worried about tara. I feel the utmost guilt for being not able to spend time with her. Am I selfish...? =(
Then, there's this day where I found out about this part-time job thing. Which is also the day I tripped and my knee bled. After such a LONG time since I've actually fell down. and choon choon says I fell like slow motion 1!!! AHAHAHAHA!!!
And OH!!!!! I have the weirdest dreams ever lately. Not to mention, one of it was me giving birth to a baby girl!!!!!! Ahahahahahahahahaha! Had a good laugh at that one for sure!
There are so many things which happened which are randomly coming into my mind, so this post might seem a lil messy. Haha. Who cares?! Buek.
So yup, kev's been super-duper busy lately... He hasn't slept for god knows how many days cuz his shooting a short film. =/ sigh... what to do... Sometimes I really don't know what I want or hope for anymore. I missed him i guess.
Last but not least, today we went SPCA!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh my Gosh, it's so smelly!!!! Haha, joshua, benny, kee cynn and I swept the dogs' cage! Well, the main issue isn't about what we did in SPCA, but it's our journey to and back from SPCA!!!! OMG! It was hillarious man!!! That's the case of "blind leading blind" like what Mr. George always say!! Ahahahahaha!
First, we missed the taman jaya's stop by few stations as we were taking the.... LRT i think? Because we were so enthusiastically discussing about octuplets... =.=''' LOL. and joshua shouted: Did we passed taman jaya's station?!?? As if he was asking the whole train of passengers. I guess he really did wana ask the whole train's passengers. Wakakakaka. Initially, I still didn't get it. Cos' I've forgotten we hafta "pick up" keecynn from taman jaya station. And yes, indeed. We missed the station. So we had to switch train go back to that taman jaya station. Waited for keecynn to arrive and board the train once again towards Jelatik.
Secondly, we had problems getting taxi to SPCA! Non of the drivers seem to know where is SPCA!! (SPCA is some animal protection association thingy, I can't remember what does it stands for, go check out yourself =P ) Then, those stupid taxi drivers charged us a surcharge or RM10!! when we can pay only about RM3.50 if we follow the meter! WTH!!!
Last but not least, had problems getting cab back to the Jelatik station but still somehow managed to get back there. Benny and keecynn waited for me, joshua and farhana to get back to that station since they took the earlier cab. Once we're done with purchasing the ticket, we heard the train coming!!! So we all ran upstairs and those in front were hesitating whether to enter the train or not as the back ones screaming "enter!!" HAHA! and we managed to enter just before the door closes. Phew~ It felt like we were in "Amazing Race" or sth. Lol.
Hence, while we're laughing our ass off about everything we did... GUESS WHAT?!? Joshua screamed : "OMG!! We're in the wrong train!!!!!!!!! " YES!!! we were on a train that is going on the opposite direction of where we wanted to go!!! n joshua only realised that after we passed another 3 stations? GOodness!!!! I burst into laughter till my pee wish to visit the washroom ASAP d! Really a case of "blinds leading blinds"! Can you imagine the number of times we walk up and down the stairs in all the different LRT stations?! But seriously, it was super-freaking funny and I enjoy the trip as usual. hahax.
Throughout the whole journey, I am like the clown for them to tease and laugh at... =(
Especially benny!!!!! Babi betul!!!!! Kutuk me kow kow!!!! Everything just seems to be able to relate to me and make fun of me! Joshua and Aisha also...! At least Joshua not so bad la.. But yeah, thanks Benny! Made fun of me cos' I'm LOVEABLE right?!?? Muahahahahahahaha! Oh wells, oh wells... Dont mention... dont mention!! (ahahahahaha, feel like slapping me not???!)
Dropped Joshua at 1U afterthat and reached home about 3+pm. Interviewed my dad for that survey-part-time-job thingy and we started chatting afterthat till about 6pm!! Wahhh! I told him that I did a personality test on the Internet and my character's found to be matching with Barack Obama, Bill Clinton and Oprah Winfrey ( just some of the famous people in the world that has the same type of character to name out ). Also, told him that, my personality can be something to do with teaching... and then started the whole conversation.. There were some lectures here and there and he told me about his company also.
Nth much afterthat... MSN with xiaoly and yee chin for a while and had dinner ( still cant find the shark fin loh mee place... )= ) and back home.
I havent done any homework but Im feeling a lil tired ady..... Gosh! Im such a lazy bump! N i loose focus so easily! Argh argh! I gotta improve on focusing! Any suggestions how should I do that??
haha. Okay, no more emo emo posts. NO MORE. I want my blog to be meaningful. Not tearful!! ahahahaha. Ok la, maybe i shld have 2 seperate blogs. When im sad, then i go throw my tantrums to that emo emo blog which nobody else shld read it. Then another blog is about colours of life. ;P
Anyway, hmmmmm... How have my life been during this period of time which I've went "missing" in the Internet? Well, quite a number of things happened. From paying summon to car broke down to happy times to sad times to monotonous times to now... hahaha!
Basically, everyone's still alive, some are running, some are walking, some are just hibernating and perhaps some are just struggling to soar. As days gone by, I guess I might have wasted some of my time spacing and lying down on my bed till I fall asleep instead of studying and all. But I can't help it. Not even a single cell in my body feels motivated to do any work. ATP not functioning. =P ahaks.
There were ups and downs and even flat ones (i.e. monotonous) throughout this period of time. (Wait, doesn't this happen all the time? Lol.) To come to think of it, sometimes I might tear or I might just laugh my ass off cuz I have really happy-go-lucky and crazily innocently funny collegemates to put a smile on my face in college everyday (fortunately, I would say. =D)
I miss tasha and tara. Im really worried about tara. I feel the utmost guilt for being not able to spend time with her. Am I selfish...? =(
Then, there's this day where I found out about this part-time job thing. Which is also the day I tripped and my knee bled. After such a LONG time since I've actually fell down. and choon choon says I fell like slow motion 1!!! AHAHAHAHA!!!
And OH!!!!! I have the weirdest dreams ever lately. Not to mention, one of it was me giving birth to a baby girl!!!!!! Ahahahahahahahahaha! Had a good laugh at that one for sure!
There are so many things which happened which are randomly coming into my mind, so this post might seem a lil messy. Haha. Who cares?! Buek.
So yup, kev's been super-duper busy lately... He hasn't slept for god knows how many days cuz his shooting a short film. =/ sigh... what to do... Sometimes I really don't know what I want or hope for anymore. I missed him i guess.
Last but not least, today we went SPCA!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh my Gosh, it's so smelly!!!! Haha, joshua, benny, kee cynn and I swept the dogs' cage! Well, the main issue isn't about what we did in SPCA, but it's our journey to and back from SPCA!!!! OMG! It was hillarious man!!! That's the case of "blind leading blind" like what Mr. George always say!! Ahahahahaha!
First, we missed the taman jaya's stop by few stations as we were taking the.... LRT i think? Because we were so enthusiastically discussing about octuplets... =.=''' LOL. and joshua shouted: Did we passed taman jaya's station?!?? As if he was asking the whole train of passengers. I guess he really did wana ask the whole train's passengers. Wakakakaka. Initially, I still didn't get it. Cos' I've forgotten we hafta "pick up" keecynn from taman jaya station. And yes, indeed. We missed the station. So we had to switch train go back to that taman jaya station. Waited for keecynn to arrive and board the train once again towards Jelatik.
Secondly, we had problems getting taxi to SPCA! Non of the drivers seem to know where is SPCA!! (SPCA is some animal protection association thingy, I can't remember what does it stands for, go check out yourself =P ) Then, those stupid taxi drivers charged us a surcharge or RM10!! when we can pay only about RM3.50 if we follow the meter! WTH!!!
Last but not least, had problems getting cab back to the Jelatik station but still somehow managed to get back there. Benny and keecynn waited for me, joshua and farhana to get back to that station since they took the earlier cab. Once we're done with purchasing the ticket, we heard the train coming!!! So we all ran upstairs and those in front were hesitating whether to enter the train or not as the back ones screaming "enter!!" HAHA! and we managed to enter just before the door closes. Phew~ It felt like we were in "Amazing Race" or sth. Lol.
Hence, while we're laughing our ass off about everything we did... GUESS WHAT?!? Joshua screamed : "OMG!! We're in the wrong train!!!!!!!!! " YES!!! we were on a train that is going on the opposite direction of where we wanted to go!!! n joshua only realised that after we passed another 3 stations? GOodness!!!! I burst into laughter till my pee wish to visit the washroom ASAP d! Really a case of "blinds leading blinds"! Can you imagine the number of times we walk up and down the stairs in all the different LRT stations?! But seriously, it was super-freaking funny and I enjoy the trip as usual. hahax.
Throughout the whole journey, I am like the clown for them to tease and laugh at... =(
Especially benny!!!!! Babi betul!!!!! Kutuk me kow kow!!!! Everything just seems to be able to relate to me and make fun of me! Joshua and Aisha also...! At least Joshua not so bad la.. But yeah, thanks Benny! Made fun of me cos' I'm LOVEABLE right?!?? Muahahahahahahaha! Oh wells, oh wells... Dont mention... dont mention!! (ahahahahaha, feel like slapping me not???!)
Dropped Joshua at 1U afterthat and reached home about 3+pm. Interviewed my dad for that survey-part-time-job thingy and we started chatting afterthat till about 6pm!! Wahhh! I told him that I did a personality test on the Internet and my character's found to be matching with Barack Obama, Bill Clinton and Oprah Winfrey ( just some of the famous people in the world that has the same type of character to name out ). Also, told him that, my personality can be something to do with teaching... and then started the whole conversation.. There were some lectures here and there and he told me about his company also.
Nth much afterthat... MSN with xiaoly and yee chin for a while and had dinner ( still cant find the shark fin loh mee place... )= ) and back home.
I havent done any homework but Im feeling a lil tired ady..... Gosh! Im such a lazy bump! N i loose focus so easily! Argh argh! I gotta improve on focusing! Any suggestions how should I do that??
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