ni zhi dao ma, dang wo zai zui gu dan, ji mo, pi lei, xu ruo de shi hou, hao xi wang you yi ge ren hui chu xian, bao hu wo, an fu wo...
dan shi, wo zhi dao shi bu ke neng you zhe zhong shi. yin wei zhe, tai guo meng huan le.
ceng jing you yi ge ren gao shu wo, ni yao de dong xi, dou tai guo meng huan le. zhi you zai ou xiang ju li bian huo zhe meng zhong cai ke yi fa sheng. ye xu, zai zhe ge shi jie shang, bing bu shi wan quan bu ke neng fa sheng, ke shi fa sheng zai wo shen shang de ji lu, kong pa zhen de zhi you na me de yi dian dian er.
Well, u know, it took me quite some time to struck me thinking, oh yea man, IM IN UNIVERSITY already. Com'on, this is the moment i waited long enough to reach. But well, it's nth like i imagined.
Even right down to entering the uni, it was all a rush. And time has just passed like a whirlwind just in a blink of an eye. Every week reaches friday so fast and then it's weekend and before you even realise, it's friday again. Days passed, weeks passed, months passed.
So what have we been doing?
Bobo, kiat and I were having dinner together just now. Kiat was pretty stressed out with his workloads. I can tell bobo aint any better. Hah, what's more about me. Though i dont feel stressed out today. But im sure that feeling's goina come arnd soon. Im having tests and etc too. Before you even know, final's just around the corner.
Life's just monotonous. We're going through what we're going through everyday, every week. Just waiting and hoping for time to pass. Waiting and hoping for it to end.
A bit pointless heh?
I need sports. seriously. activities. I dont care how. Im definitely goina join next sem. Im goina apply for hall. I really really hope they'll approve one for me. Urgh. Give someone who needs it more, someone like me la! Than giving those living across the street and still drive around in uni! Idiots.
Sigh. Im not goina complain and I know, few years down the road. I'll be completely on my own. I'll be working. I'll be feeding myself. Probably start feeding my parents too. HAHA.
So i'll just hafta get use to living alone and be independent. As much as i've always hope for miracles, im not complaining and i'll be tough.
Uush. Uush.
wo men yi qi jia you ba. ;)
sometimes, i really wondered, would everything be totally different if ever i went for another choice. =) ?
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Bad shoe day
Haha, haihz, had another bad shoe day.
(Okay... laughing then sighing is so contradicting "haha, haihz"? lol)
I feel a lil drained. I slept till almost 8pm since i reached home. And i was feeling ultimately blur when i woke up. Then reluctantly showered and watched another episode of drama. Some hilariously foolish drama. But i like the actor =P woot~
And so, i have 2 blisters on each foot which makes a total of 4.
(Yeah, just in case u forgot how to count)
Woke up looking like a panda, my eyes looked horrible.
Day was overall fine. Just the blisters, fatigue, the feeling of mismatch-ness.. Hmmm. Cos of that stupid shoe la. N also... acquaintance. Yeah.
Guess the world just has too many people of different characters and... Urgh. I dont know what i wana say. I just didnt like that. It just kills my passion.
Are people here all like that? Why?
SIGH. Im sure there'll be minority. My task is turn the minority to majority. Hmmm. How can I do that? Is it even possible?
I honestly doubt my abilities. But, i guess i'll do what i can do then we'd see if we can go on further.
"To demonstrate lofty disdain does not make oneself more superior or smarter but instead contemns himself in return."-Jinni
(Okay... laughing then sighing is so contradicting "haha, haihz"? lol)
I feel a lil drained. I slept till almost 8pm since i reached home. And i was feeling ultimately blur when i woke up. Then reluctantly showered and watched another episode of drama. Some hilariously foolish drama. But i like the actor =P woot~
And so, i have 2 blisters on each foot which makes a total of 4.
(Yeah, just in case u forgot how to count)
Woke up looking like a panda, my eyes looked horrible.
Day was overall fine. Just the blisters, fatigue, the feeling of mismatch-ness.. Hmmm. Cos of that stupid shoe la. N also... acquaintance. Yeah.
Guess the world just has too many people of different characters and... Urgh. I dont know what i wana say. I just didnt like that. It just kills my passion.
Are people here all like that? Why?
SIGH. Im sure there'll be minority. My task is turn the minority to majority. Hmmm. How can I do that? Is it even possible?
I honestly doubt my abilities. But, i guess i'll do what i can do then we'd see if we can go on further.
"To demonstrate lofty disdain does not make oneself more superior or smarter but instead contemns himself in return."-Jinni
HAHA =D
I feel so happy!
Cos i finally changed the songs in my blog!
The previous ones were like a temporary entertainment till i finally get to replace em, like now!! =D =D =D
woot!
ENJOY!
I just LOVE the first song! It's so jolly and it makes me wana dance. I hope it brings joy to ya all too (3
Of course, listen to the next 3 songs too. =) it's all instrumental, but im lovin' em.
Cos i finally changed the songs in my blog!
The previous ones were like a temporary entertainment till i finally get to replace em, like now!! =D =D =D
woot!
ENJOY!
I just LOVE the first song! It's so jolly and it makes me wana dance. I hope it brings joy to ya all too (3
Of course, listen to the next 3 songs too. =) it's all instrumental, but im lovin' em.
Monday, October 19, 2009
It's up to you.
life's never goina be a smooth sailing all the way u see.
At this very moment, u're floating in the air and all, the next very moment, u might just trip..
Or viewing from a slightly positive perspective, at this very moment u tripped, and the next very moment, you see beautiful stars surrounding you =D
(i meant flying in the sky in another way, NOT seeing stars cos u tripped. LOL)
I broke my textbook CD accidentally. IT was really REALLY out of the blue when i was boarding the bus. SIGH. No point saying anything further anyways.
I shall see how i can fix it.
There are plenty of stuff which u wish u wouldnt want to face in life but they just come lining up one after another for u.
And they always come in packages. In the package, there's this thing called "choice".
Then you'll have to deal with the "choice" you picked.
The hardest part is to decide which to pick and then the path that follows.
Moreover, the package does not comes with warranty... So yeah... you know what i mean~ ;)
Oh well, according to principle of economics #1, "The Scarcity Principle", having more of one good means having one less of another.
Yep. So weigh your priorities... which is of more significance to you?
Nobody really has the rights to judge your priorities BUT you.
SO, mi amore, what have you picked?
At this very moment, u're floating in the air and all, the next very moment, u might just trip..
Or viewing from a slightly positive perspective, at this very moment u tripped, and the next very moment, you see beautiful stars surrounding you =D
(i meant flying in the sky in another way, NOT seeing stars cos u tripped. LOL)
I broke my textbook CD accidentally. IT was really REALLY out of the blue when i was boarding the bus. SIGH. No point saying anything further anyways.
I shall see how i can fix it.
There are plenty of stuff which u wish u wouldnt want to face in life but they just come lining up one after another for u.
And they always come in packages. In the package, there's this thing called "choice".
Then you'll have to deal with the "choice" you picked.
The hardest part is to decide which to pick and then the path that follows.
Moreover, the package does not comes with warranty... So yeah... you know what i mean~ ;)
Oh well, according to principle of economics #1, "The Scarcity Principle", having more of one good means having one less of another.
Yep. So weigh your priorities... which is of more significance to you?
Nobody really has the rights to judge your priorities BUT you.
SO, mi amore, what have you picked?
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Weekly routine
Hello.. I wanted to say good morning but i just realised it's almost 3pm.
Yeah, i woke up pretty late.
Actually, i woke up several times and continue to sleep and woke up at 1.30pm.
I had a dream and woke up abt 11.30am. Wanted to blog about it. But chose to continue to sleep.
cos i didnt wana wake up to the reality.
Haha, that dream was weird but not in a bad way i guess.
Somehow, haha, i wont tell u the whole content, but yea, if im not mistaken, it's plotted at my old house back in selayang. Weird huh.. Me and jye were leaving, or at least supposed to, go U.S. for studies or sth... In the end sth happened.. and we were back at home and blaa blaa blaa... LOL.
Then i woke up with my eyes still closing, covered under the blanket, not knowing the sun's already shining on my butt, metaphorically, and for a moment i thought i was sleeping on my bed at home in sg buloh, in msia.. For a moment, i pondered. Where am i?
To the realization of I AM ALONE in sgpore, i chose to go back to sleep. LOL.
(Maybe cos my whole family was in that dream and i even remembered i was trying to call kevin to tell him im leaving but he didnt pick up the phone. It made me felt like im in msia. And when i realised im not, i suddenly realise i havent seen my brothers and my mother for quite some time, i kinda miss them. Haha=) Yeah, that's always the case. U wont miss them when they're arnd u. )
Yeah.. SO, every weekend, i'll face the same old problem. I dont know what to eat. There's nth much, other than instant noodles that i can eat at home which i chose not to. Nevertheless, im too lazy to walk all the way out just to get a breakfast or lunch or dinner.. First of all, i waste that precious time which i can work on assignments; 2nd of all, i'll need to use money which im trying to save on ( i know it's not the right way.. but... =P ) ; 3rd of all, i just have no mood to get out and eat alone, i guess.. =)
Hence, i usually eat only one meal which i call it lunner (lunch+dinner) in the evening during the weekends. I'll survive on a cup of milo for my breakfast. Yep.
Every friday night, i'll feel extraordinarily lonely. Cos my dad goes back to msia every friday. So i either get to see him on thurs night before he leaves or friday morning. Every saturday... I'll start slacking.. Eventhough i told myself i had to study. Every sunday is the assignment day. haha. Which i always struggle to finish 30% of my assignment which is due on monday. =P
Assignments... Physics assignments... It just annoys u because there's so many questions and it takes a toll out of your time. It makes u sit whole day in front of the laptop and makes u go crazy. Doing physics assignments=Sacrificing time for other subjects.
AND so, i gotta get started with my work after slacking the whole day yesterday. I should have just declare saturdays as my off day. HOHO. Then i wouldnt feel guilty.
Yea, you know what, actually that's a good idea. Maybe i'll motivate myself to work harder during the weekdays to reward myself on Saturday.
HAHA, say only. We'll see if it works.
Time to update my organizer. All the CAs (continual assessments) coming up.. Uush.
Alright, till then!
(gtg toilet, coffee taking effect... @.@ haha!)
Yeah, i woke up pretty late.
Actually, i woke up several times and continue to sleep and woke up at 1.30pm.
I had a dream and woke up abt 11.30am. Wanted to blog about it. But chose to continue to sleep.
cos i didnt wana wake up to the reality.
Haha, that dream was weird but not in a bad way i guess.
Somehow, haha, i wont tell u the whole content, but yea, if im not mistaken, it's plotted at my old house back in selayang. Weird huh.. Me and jye were leaving, or at least supposed to, go U.S. for studies or sth... In the end sth happened.. and we were back at home and blaa blaa blaa... LOL.
Then i woke up with my eyes still closing, covered under the blanket, not knowing the sun's already shining on my butt, metaphorically, and for a moment i thought i was sleeping on my bed at home in sg buloh, in msia.. For a moment, i pondered. Where am i?
To the realization of I AM ALONE in sgpore, i chose to go back to sleep. LOL.
(Maybe cos my whole family was in that dream and i even remembered i was trying to call kevin to tell him im leaving but he didnt pick up the phone. It made me felt like im in msia. And when i realised im not, i suddenly realise i havent seen my brothers and my mother for quite some time, i kinda miss them. Haha=) Yeah, that's always the case. U wont miss them when they're arnd u. )
Yeah.. SO, every weekend, i'll face the same old problem. I dont know what to eat. There's nth much, other than instant noodles that i can eat at home which i chose not to. Nevertheless, im too lazy to walk all the way out just to get a breakfast or lunch or dinner.. First of all, i waste that precious time which i can work on assignments; 2nd of all, i'll need to use money which im trying to save on ( i know it's not the right way.. but... =P ) ; 3rd of all, i just have no mood to get out and eat alone, i guess.. =)
Hence, i usually eat only one meal which i call it lunner (lunch+dinner) in the evening during the weekends. I'll survive on a cup of milo for my breakfast. Yep.
Every friday night, i'll feel extraordinarily lonely. Cos my dad goes back to msia every friday. So i either get to see him on thurs night before he leaves or friday morning. Every saturday... I'll start slacking.. Eventhough i told myself i had to study. Every sunday is the assignment day. haha. Which i always struggle to finish 30% of my assignment which is due on monday. =P
Assignments... Physics assignments... It just annoys u because there's so many questions and it takes a toll out of your time. It makes u sit whole day in front of the laptop and makes u go crazy. Doing physics assignments=Sacrificing time for other subjects.
AND so, i gotta get started with my work after slacking the whole day yesterday. I should have just declare saturdays as my off day. HOHO. Then i wouldnt feel guilty.
Yea, you know what, actually that's a good idea. Maybe i'll motivate myself to work harder during the weekdays to reward myself on Saturday.
HAHA, say only. We'll see if it works.
Time to update my organizer. All the CAs (continual assessments) coming up.. Uush.
Alright, till then!
(gtg toilet, coffee taking effect... @.@ haha!)
autumn's concerto! me lovin' it
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!! it's 5 am and i still havent sleep!!!!!
not cos im studying but cos im getting so addicted to "autumn's concerto"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
LOL.
it's damn nice it's damn nice!!!!!
ahahahahaha, ok la, fine la, i like this kinda drama..
Typical but well,
it makes me hyper!
makes me cry, makes me laugh, makes me scream!
ahahaha.
i slacked the whole day today.
Didnt do any work at all.
woot!
watch 2 movies and few shows and now this drama! aaaaaaaaaa. Havent been doing all these for long long time. Im lovin' it.
BUT BUT BUT.... what abt my procrastinated work...
BUT BUT BUT... i've been working on it for a week... with no leisure... though it wasnt much of a work done...
haha. im hyper. shit la. how to sleep. 5am and im hungry.
not cos im studying but cos im getting so addicted to "autumn's concerto"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
LOL.
it's damn nice it's damn nice!!!!!
ahahahahaha, ok la, fine la, i like this kinda drama..
Typical but well,
it makes me hyper!
makes me cry, makes me laugh, makes me scream!
ahahaha.
i slacked the whole day today.
Didnt do any work at all.
woot!
watch 2 movies and few shows and now this drama! aaaaaaaaaa. Havent been doing all these for long long time. Im lovin' it.
BUT BUT BUT.... what abt my procrastinated work...
BUT BUT BUT... i've been working on it for a week... with no leisure... though it wasnt much of a work done...
haha. im hyper. shit la. how to sleep. 5am and im hungry.
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