showered with blessings

So I was looking for inspiration on what to write for MAE year book and I remembered I wrote down my thoughts and feelings on pieces of paper and tuck them in somewhere.

Yeah cos there were a lot of things that I didn't want to be reminded of but it's about time.
Haha and one of it goes like this:

Remember you said,
"No matter what happens, I should be thankful that he helped me moved on" ?
Remember you said,
"This is not what I want in a long term and I am prepared for the consequences" ?
So yeah it doesn't matter anymore.

I think that it's good to write your thoughts and feelings out on pieces of paper especially when you know you're at a stage where you're not so rational or too engrossed? Rather than spilling 'em all out to people around? Write as if you're throwing it all out at the person you want to say 'em to. Tuck 'em all at a corner which you'll hardly access as if you're letting go.

Months later, when I look back, I actually don't feel the agony anymore. I smiled looking at what I wrote. And I see things clearer. :)


One last thing to say for this post:

Sometimes we're so focused on people who do not care, we forgotten that people we truly care about are just around us. We breathe them in and out so much so that they've become such convenience to be taken for granted.

I just wana express my appreciation to people I love, my family and friends. I know my family won't be reading this but Bobo & Vincent, if you're reading this, thank you, truly. :)