again and again you face this.
each time stronger than before.
or rather immuned.
no more heart breaks. no more heart aches.
and life's just so dull.
i know i wanted this.
and i know it's the right thing to do.
or at least it's what's best for now.
nevertheless, i long for that kinda feelings again.
it's just. even if the whole world turns upsidedown and against you,
you're not afraid to fall cos u know for sure, there's someone to catch you. Anytime at all.
It's a sense of belonging.
But then again. I know I can be independent.
Increasingly independent.
Only thing is, even the hardest steel melts.
When u're so tired, u just wana fall into one's arms.
I guess, I'll just hafta keep reminding myself about the targets I wana hit, goals I wana achieve and dreams I wana make true.
And day by day,
I'll get numb and number.
p.s. I hate first day of menstrual. urgh.
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