because when you can't get something, the more you want it and when something comes too easily, it becomes nothing to you?
Hurh. Gosh... Am I lying to myself?
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
To-do-list for 2011 and 2012
1. Compose and produce a song.
2. Write a story
3. Master at least one FULL song on the guitar.
That's what I want to do to end my 2011. *cross fingers* haha.
And for my year of 2012, I have one and only one New Year Resolution:
1. FOCUS.
2-1 = 1. FOCUS.
3-2 = 1. FOCUS.
and it goes on and on. Haha!
Yes, to focus on only one new year resolution, that is to FOCUS.
For once, I'm not so greedy! And probably will be able to remember this new year resolution till the next new years eve (hopefully there's still new year evesssss to come, since everybody's talking about how 2012 is the end of the world, ya know.)
Unlike in the past, I've LONG LOONG never-ending list of new year resolutions which i'll forget in a month and by the end of the year remembered I made a long list that I don't remember about. HAHA bullseye for YOU too, RIGHT?
Hmmm, what's your ONE new year resolution? The one that you wana nail so badly?
2. Write a story
3. Master at least one FULL song on the guitar.
That's what I want to do to end my 2011. *cross fingers* haha.
And for my year of 2012, I have one and only one New Year Resolution:
1. FOCUS.
2-1 = 1. FOCUS.
3-2 = 1. FOCUS.
and it goes on and on. Haha!
Yes, to focus on only one new year resolution, that is to FOCUS.
For once, I'm not so greedy! And probably will be able to remember this new year resolution till the next new years eve (hopefully there's still new year evesssss to come, since everybody's talking about how 2012 is the end of the world, ya know.)
Unlike in the past, I've LONG LOONG never-ending list of new year resolutions which i'll forget in a month and by the end of the year remembered I made a long list that I don't remember about. HAHA bullseye for YOU too, RIGHT?
Hmmm, what's your ONE new year resolution? The one that you wana nail so badly?
If that was a truth, it's a lie.
Nope, I lied. It was just toughening up the face and all.
Haha.
The only reason I pulled through it was, "Why make it bad when I can make it good?"
Haha.
It's funny. How you improve in handling this. Doesnt mean you dont feel that sucky feeling anymore.
It's just, you have to deal with it, better each time. Otherwise, you're urh...fucked. Lols.
But anyways, I think zk might be right and I might do just that?
We'll see.
Go live your dreams people! I'll be right here, living my dreams too!
10 years from now (let's hope it's shorter than 10 years), we'll be there meeting each other. Yeah, THERE, where dreams come true, I mean it, real.
:) Go.
Haha.
The only reason I pulled through it was, "Why make it bad when I can make it good?"
Haha.
It's funny. How you improve in handling this. Doesnt mean you dont feel that sucky feeling anymore.
It's just, you have to deal with it, better each time. Otherwise, you're urh...fucked. Lols.
But anyways, I think zk might be right and I might do just that?
We'll see.
Go live your dreams people! I'll be right here, living my dreams too!
10 years from now (let's hope it's shorter than 10 years), we'll be there meeting each other. Yeah, THERE, where dreams come true, I mean it, real.
:) Go.
Monday, December 12, 2011
You?
I know what I want in my life, what about you?
I'm not sure if it's going to turn out the way I want things to be,
but I will do my part for things to happen.
How about you?
I am confident that there are abundance of goodness in the future.
Do you have the confidence in me?
I'm not sure if it's going to turn out the way I want things to be,
but I will do my part for things to happen.
How about you?
I am confident that there are abundance of goodness in the future.
Do you have the confidence in me?
Friday, November 25, 2011
Monday, November 21, 2011
Bittersweet.
Haha, it's that so-much-to-say-but-forgot-or-dont-know-what-to-say-anymore thing again.
Ummm, i mean it sure doesnt hurt that much anymore.
It's more like a it's-a-pity.. what have happened..
就是那种回想起以前的所有，and wonder to yourself, what went wrong? 然后觉得好可惜。
应该是那么说吧?
haha, it's so funny how when i tell my college friends or people who know, "Yeah, i thought it's really time to move on." They'd be like, "What! You mean you haven't move on!?"
Nope, I'm not a loyal freak. But it's so hard when u met a guy so great.
It's just different and not a relationship which can be judged with the common view or based on personal views.
(Nevertheless, it's different now.. You know how you'll still have this attachment but feelings are no longer like how it used to be anymore?)
Strange isn't it? You took 4 years to go after a girl and then you got it for 8-12 mths and then you (or I?) take another like 3 years to move on.
Wow, you've wasted too much time and feelings and trusts on me, young man.
So sorry for what I've done to you. But I've had my share of heartbreaks as well.
Then again, it's just a chapter of life. We wouldn't know what's next for life but I definitely wish nothing but the best for you. I really do.
You are no boyfriend material. You are a husband material. I hope to find someone like you again.
"You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised in summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days"
"Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?"
-Someone like you, Adele
We'll hang out when we meet again, old friend.
Don't give up in love and relationships because of me.
I hope you find that new girl that will not break your heart like I do.
And maybe, charm you more than i do. We'll see. Haha :')
Ummm, i mean it sure doesnt hurt that much anymore.
It's more like a it's-a-pity.. what have happened..
就是那种回想起以前的所有，and wonder to yourself, what went wrong? 然后觉得好可惜。
应该是那么说吧?
haha, it's so funny how when i tell my college friends or people who know, "Yeah, i thought it's really time to move on." They'd be like, "What! You mean you haven't move on!?"
Nope, I'm not a loyal freak. But it's so hard when u met a guy so great.
It's just different and not a relationship which can be judged with the common view or based on personal views.
(Nevertheless, it's different now.. You know how you'll still have this attachment but feelings are no longer like how it used to be anymore?)
Strange isn't it? You took 4 years to go after a girl and then you got it for 8-12 mths and then you (or I?) take another like 3 years to move on.
Wow, you've wasted too much time and feelings and trusts on me, young man.
So sorry for what I've done to you. But I've had my share of heartbreaks as well.
Then again, it's just a chapter of life. We wouldn't know what's next for life but I definitely wish nothing but the best for you. I really do.
You are no boyfriend material. You are a husband material. I hope to find someone like you again.
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised in summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days"
"Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?"
-Someone like you, Adele
We'll hang out when we meet again, old friend.
Don't give up in love and relationships because of me.
I hope you find that new girl that will not break your heart like I do.
And maybe, charm you more than i do. We'll see. Haha :')
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