Just another weird dream.

I dreamt I have a boyfriend. AND girlfriend.
Boyfriend was.. Hmmm. Ok, I'm not goina tell.
But it's aww so suhweet.
Girlfriend was.. HAHA, tara. Cos we're both fed up with guys.
Although the 'boyfriend' in my dream was sweet to me, but he's entangled with so many ex-girlfriends and stuff.
So yea.. A lil sad and disappointing.. Me and tara.. started kissing? and kinda like got together.
Hmmm, so many people appeared in my dream, even this fat cat which i think is maha's pet! Elvis! LOL.

OMG, it's such a weird dream.
Lol.

But somehow, part of me wish part of the dream is true.

Mark my first!

LOL. Yesterday, 23rd Feb 2011 (Wednesday) was my first time clubbing!
I finally actually did clubbing! before 21! LOL.

Hmmmm. I still dont like the alcohol effect. I vomit easily.
All in all, it's truly an experience.
Haha, thanks to Maha. Tsk.

But both, me and my friend, realised we're not really the party animal kind..
I had fun nevertheless :)

Whatever happens to memories and feelings once so dearly to you?

To see me coming clean, it's not easy.

To see my friends break up, it's painful.

The people we once devoted so much and cherished them so dearly..
when you first realised that things between you and him/her,
what's left,
are just photos..sweet and sour memories both has had...

it's not strange at all to feel the heart pinch.

For me, it has come to a point where I don't think what we went through is such a waste anymore.
There's no right or wrong. You and I.
There's a lot of wrong timing. But.
It's no longer the same thing we're talking about.

For her, I feel the pain and think it's such a pity to see them break and her heart shattered.
But as long as you feel alright, my friend, that's what that matters.

It's so strange how things could evolve.

You don't choose who to fall in love with. You can't. 

It comes almost naturally.

- adapted from the movie "No Strings Attached" 

You know, it's really those moments when you start thinking to yourself, "What am I doing?" as the time goes tick tock tick tock slipping away off your hands, that really gets you.

Time catches everyone.

And the world goes round the sun 

And the memory lives on in my heart

Going back to the start

Forever forever forever

- Sandi Thom, Time.

Never

never ever ask or make statements you don't mean to say.

guys are just so capable of doing that.

Today.

Shall be a productive day!