what kind of world do YOU want? hmmm?

if u could see beyond this.

it is often when im in the situation where i don't feel the excitement anymore that i started to blog.

sigh. don't get it?
don't hafta get it.

this will just be another random post which nobody will understand. Even i dont understand.
it's just a time where i feel like crying but no tears would come out and i dont know who to look for!!

TNJ reunite =D

(was drinkin orange juice that time, nicee~ sundae damnnnnn adorable right? It was me trying to bark at sundae (or Sunday the dog) at the end.. =P)

fetch tasha and then wanni (which decided to tag along this morning) to visit tara.

she had a bad pain attack yesterday evening, for continuous 3 hours!!! Gosh. The whole family cldn't take it anymore and called the master.

yesterday i was in the room to help out the master for a while. It's sth like a massage therapy, pressing on the nerves... From what i've observed, it's her left side that's having problem. The back having the pain and left hand + leg feeling the numb. Auntie sheena said they're most likely goina admit her into hospital again.

really hope this is the time. The real cure for her.

and oh ya, i ate dinner at tasha's place :P chicken cassarole... sth like that.... yummmyummmm~ ;P

HEART TNJ

i have leo club dinner tomorrow night!!! and i sooooooo soooooo almost forgotten! AND im suppose to teach my brother tuition!!!! urgh. i am like changing all the tuition time for this week and parents sure think im going out a lot cos yesterday i was out whole day, then later im going out for dinner, tomorrow wanni might wana come AND kor had to fetch me thursday night (which is already carrying forward the friday's tuition class! and now i hafta make it earlier and my brothers finish school late that day!! aaaaa!! someone say i feel ya homey~ pls?) :(

HENCE, i wont be home from thursday night onwards till next monday... AND we're planning on a genting trip next week, wed and thurs....... DO u think my parents will still let me go?!? eventhough it's like my holidays right now?! Afterthat, might still be planning to go clubbing and also what about kc and hs's birthday? @@ ahhhhh... I'm so DEAD! *grasping for help*

confused kid.

almost 4am and im still up!
shoosh.
well i was tired and everything. But internet kept me hangin on.
getting hungry too.
ah... lonely lonely night.. :P
Im seriously tired. Maybe i shld just lullaby myself to sleep. =P
what is wrong with me? was it cos of what she said to me? or it never happened anyway? or am i just stepping in a lil deeper? or it's just a phase like i said?

i was playin' some old songs on the piano and to only come to realise certain things which happened lately.

i guess there'll always be this small lil thorn deep down inside no matter how over it you are.
it's funny how i just realised what im doing huh. i really hope u're doing fine too. sometimes it kills me to just think about it. i might have pretty much got over it, but my wound still tend to get torn. still pretty much gets me right there. ouch ouch. sigh. lol.
On the other hand, i guess it's NTU first if they accept me. If they don't, america IT IS :).
yeah, are'nt you happy jinni just cut all her long-winded updates SHORT?!

perhaps just cant bring myself to talk so much tonight... Nightiez.
Meeting tasha tomorrow and hopefully tara too!! =)

P.S. Been "Ugly Betty"-ing the whole day! =P

sweet talks?
hmmm.

it's either my thyroid's back or I'm just having a rough day.
CORRECTION- rough dayS.

OKAY FINE~ ROUGH times.

Mood swing. Stop pissing me off.

NOT pms.


Just everything gets on my nerve. Stupid people.