Monday, May 23, 2016

I hate birthdays. My birthday at least.

As you grow older, birthday just becomes more and more awful.
Panicking that another year has passed is one thing, hoping that your closed ones and loved ones are there to go through that with you is another.
I don't understand. I thought I'm through it during my 21st.
Like no expectations and stuff, zoom forward 5 years, I thought I'd be okay.

But I'm not, I'm really not OK.

I guess my 25th birthday wish didn't come true. It was simply, to spend this day with you guys every year.

No more birthdays in future pls, thank you.

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