Another (Sort of) Eureka moment

you know how my inspirations always come?  it's either i'm taking a dung in the toilet (sorry, might sound a lil disgusting, ahahaha) or studying.

yea, cos my mind will always wander off unnoticingly, staring blankly at the notes.

anyways, these are not the main point. main point is that i figured out what i'm gonna do for thathat 6 months window period i gave myself right after graduation. 

just needed to write this down, in case i lose track in the near future. hahs

tr.int.us.

Sometimes I really just wana say "F*ck it. Heck care." and just delete you off my memory.

but I can't.

Being in KL feels too good to be real.

But with the workload..

That person..

And thinking about heading back to sg in one more day..

is just :(

I really didnt ask for this.

Can I trade this for some luck instead?

That feeling.. sucks.
That someone you do care for..
Saying sth mean.. One line is enough to kill.

Wisdom quote from a friend, haha. :)

"Many people worked their ass off their whole life, but they still don't get much, WHY? Because they spend their time doing something not as productive when they could have do something they earn much more with the same amount of time! You see, it's not about how hard you work, you need to make some judgements. Everybody's time is worth an intrinsic value and if you do use that amount of time to earn yourself values lesser than your intrinsic value then you're degrading yourself!" - adapted from Mr. Enrique Lee

Now I see you, now I don't

It always goes back to the same question, am I holding on to sth that probably doesn't exist anymore?
Are We?

Yet, it doesn't seem like it. But still can't help to doubt. If only this is easier.