Foolish.

i feel stupid.

i'm cleaning up my room and as usual digged out lots of stuff.

i found my first bday present from que.. awww.
and i also found a letter i wrote to maha which i didn't give it to her. it's about my 21st bday .. more like disappointments.. about how i treasure our friendship so much but it's not the same for her..

then i realise maybe i'm not only feeling insecure with will? maybe it's just me? needing so much of assurance?

how chyi is right about everybody wish to be treated the way they treat others but not receiving the equal doesn't mean it's not ideal?

well maybe some ppl are just not worth the tears..