we are AFTER ALL JUST humans

sometimes shits happen in life, i guess we just hafta remind ourselves it's part of life and that it'll be over soon.

I'm suffering from internet deprivation and also without my mobile phone, it totally feels like... Gosh, it's like u became blind or sth la! I mean, u can still live even u're blind right? But it totally feels like u lost sth and u cant seem to connect with the outer world kinda thing la.

The story is. Hp dropped into toilet bowl in college. THE END.
Now I am still struggling whether to pay my parents for it. Me with the 'responsibilities' principle. And stupid idiot cheque! They freaking paid me RM16 lesser! !@#$%^&* and now I have to wait till month end to get the money. BY THEN, I MIGHT NOT EVEN BE IN MALAYSIA! F F F F F
All happens when I'm going broke.

That's not the main problem. MAIN PROBLEM IS MY BROTHER!
Gosh, u guys may think Im being childish or whatsoever. I AM NOT. FOR GOD SAKE!
I AM NOT.
NEITHER AM I IN DENIAL.

I GIVE UP. I no longer have the energy to talk to him anymore. God forbid!
Do all you want. I don't want to care anymore.

I guess I'll just hafta suffer for a while. After some time, you wont even get to see my face. HAPPY?

u guys can say all u want. what do u understand?
do u know how i feel?
do u really know what's in my mind?
how could you judge me?

seriously, URGH. if my thyroid comes back, it's definitely cos of YOU!
cos i can already feel it hurting!
GDI!


ah... i'll be fine in a while..