Friday, June 5, 2009

I hope with no expectations. -Jinni

sigh. Dilemma indeed. It's like, i want to but yet don't dare to. I don't know what to or how to think either. Gosh, i wasted another day not studying. Im just slacking like hell. I slept almost throughout the day. It feels good. But i slowly feel afraid if i don't start studying, later not enough time to study again.

I just feel reluctant... Sigh.

and this song "unfair" by kate voegele is damn nice! Check out her whole new album! Ahaks, chyi told me about it. Damn nice, check out!




the city sleeps
so silently
wish I could say the same for me
but Ive got this dead ended street
to keep searching
for a tunnel underneath the bitter truth
or a bridge invisible I wont fall through
and I dont know how much I can keep
letting you unravel me
cause the more you learn the more we share
we were worlds apart and you see
it was so much easier to be
cause now I know what we cant have and its so unfair
I never meant
most of those pretty words I said
but I wanted you to think I did
cause telling you all this makes no difference
its useless
cause those who get to know our hearts the most
they always seem to be the ones well never hold

chorus
cant you see its destroying me?
I cant stand the closeness
but dont you dare go avoiding me
it kills me and yet it keeps me going

chorus

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