Long gone.

Was looking back at my tumblr. That short agony which felt like it lasted forever at that point of time...seemed so long ago but in fact it's just a few months ago..

Well, 5 months ago.

Whatever happens between me and Will, whether it's gona work out or not, I should thank him for getting me out of that once-upon-a-time's bottomless pit.

While I'm getting comfortable with it, I hope I'm not one of those.

Sincerely,
JN

5 years ago,

the song led me wandering in my world of imagination of how my future would be.

3 years ago, 

I painted a different picture with agonized emotions while listening to that song, engrossed in the present.

Today, 

I am at the 'future' I used to think about, listening to the same song with such different feeling 

and left wondering about my past 5 years.

The same song. The different me.

Hmmm, maturity or extrication?

Time to say goodbye again

It's my very own version of 100 days of summer.

And well hello-hello there autumn!

Sighs, sadly, my autumn means work and study and all that.

Back to that dull days.

I dont know whether to be thankful for the summer's gale or..
to feel reserved forever-after for I hate how I'm given hopes
and then for-all-you-know, it's just a passing wind.

How does it feel like to have an ex that's concern if your new bf (or not even bf..) is treating you well...?
And you know deep inside you're not happy But you said

"Haha I'll always be happy XXX
It's not about how others treat me
but how I treat myself."


How's that.

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I don't know since when did I get so comfortable with being alone.. I don't know if it's a good or bad thing.

and I didn't realize that until kc ask me to not to get too used to it.

don't lose your cool

these are one of the times i wana to smack myself on the head..!
hai yor ganjinniiiii, you were all over the place. get hold of yourself! tsk tsk tsk

#sane words#