I really didnt ask for this.

Can I trade this for some luck instead?

That feeling.. sucks.
That someone you do care for..
Saying sth mean.. One line is enough to kill.

Wisdom quote from a friend, haha. :)

"Many people worked their ass off their whole life, but they still don't get much, WHY? Because they spend their time doing something not as productive when they could have do something they earn much more with the same amount of time! You see, it's not about how hard you work, you need to make some judgements. Everybody's time is worth an intrinsic value and if you do use that amount of time to earn yourself values lesser than your intrinsic value then you're degrading yourself!" - adapted from Mr. Enrique Lee

Now I see you, now I don't

It always goes back to the same question, am I holding on to sth that probably doesn't exist anymore?
Are We?

Yet, it doesn't seem like it. But still can't help to doubt. If only this is easier.

I don't want it to be that way either..

But.. I don't really have a choice? or i dont know how to choose?

It's just being in the comfort zone.. Eventually i'll hafta face it.

I guess I do have the answer. But I do not have yours.
Even if we do have answers, so what..?
Things probably arent the same anymore or
maybe we just wanted to take the easy way out.

I'm not complaining.. I thought as long as I'm happy, then it's fine. But perhaps it's not quite right?

5 more days to 4 years

4 freaking years! omg... how this person still revolves around my life after 4 years.

I should have bought tickets back. All other 3 in KL, except for me...

HOW? It was a promise and I wish i can make it.

See! Isn't it easy? All you needed to do is to start talking to me!