I must pen this source of motivation down.

"I have no doubt about your capabilities and scientific knowledge, your curiosity to learn etc. But I'm just curious if you have ever came across special cases where you learned from students?"

"Of course, I learnt from good and bad examples. I learn from students who fail as well. You know, good or bad there's always sth to learn. You see someone walking on the street "Eeee why he walk like that" so you don't walk like him. You see someone eating in the food court, "Eww I won't eat like that" , ... (and he goes on and on, bla bla bla bla bla)"

"Yes sir I do agree with you but like you mentioned earlier, but these are just judging based on the surfaces AND judging on the surface is not enough. I mean, there could be reasons behind what is happening right?"


yeah, I said that to my prof. I'm not too sure if it's a good thing. Good thing is I'm submitting my report to another prof. Otherwise this prof will probably fail me (if he's the one marking my report).
Oh wait, I'm sorry, im not suppose to judge (you), SO he might or might not fail me if he were to mark my report.

I won't deny that many things he said made sense, I don't. From the bottom of my heart, I agree. Very similar principles I have. He could have realized that. But I wasn't given a chance. Was I given a chance? Well, HE'LL HAFTA TELL ME, whether at the end of the day, did what I say change his mind?

Don't judge me and I won't judge you.

***Note to myself: You shall not be arrogant when you're successful and high up there in future, GJN!

P.S. there's sth to learn from everything and everybody. YUP, i learned quite a bit of stuff from you.

It's annoying how one talks or judges so much when he or she did not even bother to find out more in the first place.
YEAH, LIKE YOU SAID, IT'S EASY TO SAY,
BUT WHAT REALLY HAPPENED, DO YOU KNOW?

Nope you don't, cos u didnt even bother asking. You just did all the talking.

Haha, isn't it strange?
How those who come to you, the more you're afraid of them or wana avoid them;
Those who heck care as if they can live with or without you (or maybe they just dont have the time for you),
you're still making an effort to talk to them?

I feed my calendar weekly, Only to find it ended up so bloated

Time to buck up and get organized.
Losing the mobile phone really didnt help at all.
Gah.

Whyyyyyyy. Murphy's law or sth??

Stay focus!!! (How?.. ):

I hope (I should say i believe i believe i believe) my hp was not taken away..

Need to tidy up the mess I left for myself before the competition.
Need to organize myself and wake up. I still feel very.. Hmmm, not awake?

It's this really strange feeling.. Like u know how u're exhausted from intensive camp, not enough sleep, yada yada..

Yeah, it's as if i went through 2 weeks of intensive camp. Everything feels so surreal now. Like im not back here in reality yet.

Whatever it is, i hope my hp will come back to me.. CONTACTS, PHOTOS all these are so important to meeee

原来，我只是累了。

A shoulder and a comforting voice. That's all I need to get back up :)
Jia you ganjinni!