this is what u get when u try to study at night

Look at the horrible eyes!

see! i've got double layer of dark eye ring!

*yawns*


and the pimple on my right cheek! ><

HAHA.
so much so for today. =P

for the moment (part II)

and so i slept in the canteen. like pig.

woke up to a total blurness.

I totally forgotten i was sleeping in canteen.

Haha.

Sit till my ass burning.

and i really wana go poo poo now.

But nobody's with me :(

I cant just leave my stuff, especially my laptop here.

At the same time, i dont wana bring my laptop to toilet!

it's somehow rather cold here. Surprisingly.

Cos I'm sitting directly underneath the fan and also cos the crowd's reducing drastically i guess.my view from the place i sit. next to the window area..

Met Kiat for lunch today. Finally! After so long.

We updated each other a lil.

Really miss those KDU moments.

Kiat and I both agreed that we long to search for those feelings at those moments.

Yesterday, I had flashbacks of taman intan baiduri times..

Suddenly missed that place we used to call home.

the field, the basketball court..

then recollected memories of tasha and I at perfection tuition centre..

Sometimes when we're busy growing up, we tend to forget the feelings back then.

At that very moment.

We may have images, flashbacks.

But we forget how it once felt like.

Or at least long for it when u start to think about it.

When we're all busy looking forward, we forget what we left behind.

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and i know how it feels like to wake up and realise you're alone.

For the moment

okay.. im actually feeling pretty blur right now..
brain feels heavy...
though eyes are still open.

having meeting at 8pm.
and i ate dinner at like what? 5-ish pm.
Im stuff-ed.

slept at 4.30am, almost 5am actually and woke up abt 7.30am..
that's why.

ok, i wanted to talk abt some stuff but with my current condition, i think i better take a nap first.

wait for "For the moment (part II)"
LOL.
nite................... zzzzzzzz

does the first always give such a great impact?

=D ! =O !

okay i damn sien in the library. he's right.. i wont study.
grh!
wth.

and i did the silliest thing ever just now.
it always happens.
tsk.

aaaaaaaaa!
i need to talk to someone right now!!
=D

k la, i should do my tutorials. :(
we ate lunch together!!! :o !!!

Goodbye again :)

im leaving this place in a while.
i already miss this place.
:(
i cant imagine, if i actually chose to study in US.
i'll miss this place like HELL.


once again i leave with wounded heart. haha

对不起..

我选择逃避。
我懦弱。
我选择短痛。
我很自私。

可是，这应该是最好的解决方法。
至少现在是。