everybody have their moments.

It is moments like this that I need to stand firm on my own feet.
strong, steady, unshaken.

it's just, sometimes, i really wish to lean on sth..

FOC FOC FOC

not free of charge but Freshmen Orientation Camp.
jumps jumps jumps.
scream scream scream.
haha.

yeap, it's about time.

"Don't give too much space cos when you give too much space, you'll lose him."

- Pretty Little Liars

I miss you

I was looking at the farewell party invitation and listening to this song:

Isabelle Lavinya Van Huizen!!!

Suddenly, i miss you so much :(

on the other hand, i never told you either..otherwise at least.

Yesterday, I dreamt of my grandfather. It was a really clear picture of him cos i remember seeing every wrinkle on his face.

Lately.. Hmmm. Been doing the Orientaton Group(OG) identity.

This. is a greek-ish armband. ;p

Yep, house has been quite a mess when we're doing it =P glad we're finally done with it ;)

Yes.. We've made that much of them!

I havent been online much either.

Back in Msia, quite a bit of stuff went on. Nevertheless, nth biggie.

Most of the time meeting up lovely friends, saturday was kind of a family day.

Helped my bro with his project in TAR college, with his bunch of project mates AND my mom helping.

Picture that eyh?

Haha!

And gosh, lately, sleeping hours become later and later and later!

Shucks! It's already 4.20am!

Chan Jit Yen! It's all your fault!

Haha, been watching pretty lil liars and project runway while doing the OG identity. =P

Anyway, i love these pics of us =)

Look at how retarded she looked :p

Remember Me?

"Eh? You're former student right??"

"Oh my, you remember me?"

"Wow, you look so different ady!"

"Is it? How different?"

"Bigger, taller.. Matured.. Sexy.."

Hahahahahahahahahahahaha.

Not bad huh ;p

Lately, I just realized I create quite an impression in certain people's mind.

:)

I'm not trying to boast la...

It's just a lil surprising to realize people actually remember me.

I guess, it's a..good thing? Haha.

*****

That aside, here's an inspirational video to share:

 Enjoy! :)

The only things that do not change in this world are..Changes.

2 years ago things were like that.

A year go, things became like this.

Now, nothing is the same either.

Out of the blue, I started reading posts posted back in 2008.
Haha, I realised the number of times he was mentioned and realized how much he influenced my college years.
In fact, till now.

It feels strange sometimes and I used to question myself a lot about why did things turned out this way.
Many times, I was harping on those times we had and the feelings which have been haunting me.
I just couldnt bear to let go.
I just kept running back.

Haha, but I figured it's time.
This time round, it's different I guess.
I kept reminding myself to let go. Back then, I would run back.
I guess, after almost 2 years, it really is time, isnt it?

Haha, looking back older posts also reminds me of what I've forgotten about college times and how I was still in touch with some of my high school friends.

Really, cant deny that things are different now, arent they?
At least, physically, they are.
=)

where we were, where we are, where we are goina be... what we did, what we are doing, what we are goina do......

officially moving on

rain rain come and pour
and flush away my thoughts and feelings for him
for an ending is a new beginning


it's 3pm and it's raining.
it's 15th august 2010 and i decided it's time.



http://blinksoflife.tumblr.com/post/88860474/to-let-go-isnt-to-forget-not-to-think-about-or

check out that post, matches what I am thinking :)

you may ask, what took me so long?

I would answer, it's worth that long.

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OMG, I am very motivated to start year 2. I hope this motivation does not fade off!

Motivation :

Exchange program to Europe so that yu, qi, belle and I can go for Europe trip during year 3 summer break!

Actions: 

#1 score well! like darn well!

#2 earn money and save money!!

To all the people, keep reminding me of this ok! In case I lose track in between. =D

♥I LOVE YOU ALL♥

Love in disguise.

I am so so so addicted to this song!!!


HEHE. =D

Goina watch the movie this wednesday with ling and rica =)
sunday out with belle
monday karaoke
tuesday durian
wednesday movie
thursday belle+sakai+tasha
friday dinner
saturday family!
sunday off to singapore :(

gotta think think think about FOC's OG stuff!! Ahhhh. Not quite in the mood yet =S

Met choon today. After so long.. hah. =)

afraid of this feeling.

the day will come.

Where all these stop.

When i let go.

If the day comes...

Maybe and just maybe, i'll be better-off :)

speaking of which.

too busy making time for others feels a lil suffocating.

but i know i dont have much time :)

maybe it's when i always care about others more than i think for myself that's suffocating.

then again.. I know the choice is mine.

Everything seemed to make sense till i came back from toilet (THE STOMACHACHE)

Only because Belle asked me to do it. =S

Instructions:

1. Open your library (iTunes, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that’s playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don’t lie and try to pretend you’re cool…

Opening Credits - First of May -Olivia

Waking Up: Break Your Heart - Taio Cruz

First Day of School: Look What You've Done - Jet (HAHAHA)

Falling in Love: 画沙 - 周杰伦 (Jay Chou) & 袁咏琳

Fight Song: What Am I to You - Norah Jones

Prom: 一首简单的歌 (A simple song) - 王力宏 (Lee Hom) (Awww. My all time favourite!)

Life: Gives You Hell - The All-American Reject (WTH. Lol. Seriously, stomach aching badly again)

Mental Breakdown: Sweet Caroline - Glee Cast Version (???!!!)

Driving: 笨小孩 - 刘德华，吴宗宪，柯受良

Flashback: Beautiful - Christina Aguilera

Getting Back Together: Heartless - Kanye West

Losing Your Virginity:Lucky - Jason Mraz,Colbie Callat (OMG)

Wedding: 猜不透 - 叮当 ( =S )

Birth of Child: All Good Things Come To An End - Nelly Furtado (LOL!)

Final Battle: 爱一直存在- 梁文音

Death Scene: Stranger - Secondhand Serenade

Funeral Song: Cookie Jar - Gym Class Hero (WTF. LOL)

End Credits: Lollipop - Mika

SWOLLEN LIP =(

Short moment before the lip swell...

AND KABOOM! SEE WHAT HAPPENED! =O

Argue. To or not to.

There are always many angle to look at an argument.

First-person point of view, second-person point of view, third-person point of view...

positive point of view, negative point of view...

critical point of view, reflective point of view...

Despite how good you are at twisting your words or manipulating one's emotions or how skillfully you articulate your points across, that does not make you a winner..

There's not right or wrong and in fact, there is no winner or loser in an argument.

Because there will be other reasons that can counteract your stand.

It's just a matter of whether someone would stand up to counteract it.

An argument lose its meanings if it fail to achieve certain purposes.

An argument lose its meanings when all well ends awry.

Argument should not even exists if there is no purpose to it.

the most horrendous dinner i've ever eaten, PERIOD.